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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
622
fucking stupidest reason to want to die. but bring me the horizon announced they're rerecording my favorite album and i fucking didn't buy the pre order as soon as i saw it and now it's sold out.

it's the least of my worries compared to all the torture i go through every day. but it really makes me think every single thing goes wrong for me. i just wanted one small thing to ease my pain just a little. but instead I'm here feeling like a stupid idiot. I'm pathetic my whole life is a disaster and i just wanted one thing.

unrelated. now im just venting. but im so scared to get through the rest of today. my mind is torturing me and I'm stuck in here.
 
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Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
213
fucking stupidest reason to want to die. but bring me the horizon announced they're rerecording my favorite album and i fucking didn't buy the pre order as soon as i saw it and now it's sold out.

it's the least of my worries compared to all the torture i go through every day. but it really makes me think every single thing goes wrong for me. i just wanted one small thing to ease my pain just a little. but instead I'm here feeling like a stupid idiot. I'm pathetic my whole life is a disaster and i just wanted one thing.

unrelated. now im just venting. but im so scared to get through the rest of today. my mind is torturing me and I'm stuck in here.
ngl its a stupid reason. dont make the bucket spill more water.đź«‚
 
kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
622
ngl its a stupid reason. dont make the bucket spill more water.đź«‚
yeah it's stupid. but after being in so much pain every day my whole life and having nothing bring me joy ever, it hurts really bad realizing i can't bring myself anything good. but thank you, I'm trying.
 
shinitai-chan

shinitai-chan

meow
Apr 10, 2026
28
fucking stupidest reason to want to die. but bring me the horizon announced they're rerecording my favorite album and i fucking didn't buy the pre order as soon as i saw it and now it's sold out.

it's the least of my worries compared to all the torture i go through every day. but it really makes me think every single thing goes wrong for me. i just wanted one small thing to ease my pain just a little. but instead I'm here feeling like a stupid idiot. I'm pathetic my whole life is a disaster and i just wanted one thing.

unrelated. now im just venting. but im so scared to get through the rest of today. my mind is torturing me and I'm stuck in here.

don't say it's stupid!!!!! when you're in constant pain even small things can make you feel horrible, and i'm not saying your problem is a small thing. i'm not the best at words of support, but i want you to know you're already really strong for making it through this day. i'm sorry you're going through this. please stay strong
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
622
don't say it's stupid!!!!! when you're in constant pain even small things can make you feel horrible, and i'm not saying your problem is a small thing. i'm not the best at words of support, but i want you to know you're already really strong for making it through this day. i'm sorry you're going through this. please stay strong
thank you dear. it means a lot. thank you for making me feel better realizing that small things can hurt too. I'm trying to get through the day. hugs i hope you have a good day/night
 

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