Method Train or Poison?

[suicidalenby]

I'm thinking I might like to CTB by oleander poisoning. I'm trying to do research on it, but unsurprisingly, there isn't much online about it. I'm trying to figure out how that would work, if at all. As another option, I live walking distance from train tracks that are moderately busy. Train tracks would probably be quicker and easier, but SI would probably get in the way. I'm not sure about poison, though. I read that oleander poisoning burns your mouth? But by poison when people find me it's less traumatic than seeing my brains splattered across train tracks (gonna be traumatic regardless but yk)

 

[UKscotty]

Poison and ODs are not good ways to go out, they are very unreliable and the body will try and get them out quickly.

Train sounds pretty horrible too but that's just my view.

 

[ANONYMOUSM]

I'm thinking I might like to CTB by oleander poisoning. I'm trying to do research on it, but unsurprisingly, there isn't much online about it. I'm trying to figure out how that would work, if at all. As another option, I live walking distance from train tracks that are moderately busy. Train tracks would probably be quicker and easier, but SI would probably get in the way. I'm not sure about poison, though. I read that oleander poisoning burns your mouth? But by poison when people find me it's less traumatic than seeing my brains splattered across train tracks (gonna be traumatic regardless but yk)

train definitely trying to digest flowers is painful

 

[CW36]

Remember, if you do go train, overground has a better chance of succeeding over underground.

 

[jemetire]

I can't imagine doing this method I am standing on the train tracks right now but si kicks in very strongly I'm scared