Venting Torture chamber

[SilentSadness]

That's all this is, just a horrific never ending torture chamber. It's so unlucky that I'm alive and suffering, there's nothing I can do about it no matter how much I wait, it's a really dark and twisted story. Everyone wants it to continue, every day is an uphill struggle fighting the obstacles others have worked so tirelessly to create. Just counting down the eons until I find a reliable method. There's no relief or comfort, this society couldn't care less about suffering individuals. I know my struggles don't change anything, I'm like a beached whale.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also find it so dreadful how I'm still suffering in this cruel, undesirable existence, all I wish for is the option to just never wake again but I really wish I never existed at all, it's truly so horrible to me how suicide isn't accepted as a valid option even know people suffer so immensely.

 

[SilentSadness]

It's so horrible to be here, there really is no relief at all. Others are cruel to the point that it's worse than the cruelty of existing here, suffering every waking moment. It will never change, it will stay like this forever.

 

[SilentSadness]

This world is just getting worse, there's nothing of value here and it's such a chore to keep on living. No one benefits from this pointless slavery, it's just tiring and painful. I really hate being here, I especially hate the other people in this world.

 

[beyondeternal]

May you find your eternal peace.

Sorry that I can't say anything more...

 

[SilentSadness]

I really wish I could be at peace instead of trapped in living, it's such tiring, exhausting slavery to be here. It'd be foolish to expect life to stay the same when it keeps getting worse and more painful. What a tragedy, the only constant is that no one cares. That you can be sure of.

 

[TheLastGreySky]

I really wish I could be at peace instead of trapped in living, it's such tiring, exhausting slavery to be here. It'd be foolish to expect life to stay the same when it keeps getting worse and more painful. What a tragedy, the only constant is that no one cares. That you can be sure of.

Dude I can honestly say I've come really far and I went from being a piece of shit in my life to being a very giving person and I have to say that you're completely right... No one really cares, they only love you when it's convenient for them.

Ironically the less you care about them the more they adore you. I will never understand this toxic symbiosis however I refuse to ever again contribute to the unhappiness of the people I love.
I may not be able to fix anyone else's problems including my own, but I can choose to stop playing this wicked game. Considerate my way of being a conscientious objector.

 

[SilentSadness]

Sadly it's near impossible to find a companion in this world, it's a very bleak alone experience. It's years of living and waiting and getting nothing in return, this world gives nothing back.

 

[SilentSadness]

I really cannot stand this world, it's filled with the worst possible people and has such cruelty for absolutely no reason. This world serves absolutely no purpose, it's such a repulsive hellscape with zero redeeming qualities. Every day is such pain and suffering, I wish I was able to kill myself sooner, I hate people so much.

 

[agony1996]

That's all this is, just a horrific never ending torture chamber. It's so unlucky that I'm alive and suffering, there's nothing I can do about it no matter how much I wait, it's a really dark and twisted story. Everyone wants it to continue, every day is an uphill struggle fighting the obstacles others have worked so tirelessly to create. Just counting down the eons until I find a reliable method. There's no relief or comfort, this society couldn't care less about suffering individuals. I know my struggles don't change anything, I'm like a beached whale.

I couldn't agree with you more there's just pain and suffering it's agonizing to be alive and I have no more fight left in me.
You're not alone

 

[Surai]

It really is and you will find ego will create horrible mental anguish between people and its a curse that drives humans self worth. But those who kill ego whether through other means can see how little it is worth and how happier social life becomes

 

[opheliaoveragain]

This world is just getting worse, there's nothing of value here and it's such a chore to keep on living. No one benefits from this pointless slavery, it's just tiring and painful. I really hate being here, I especially hate the other people in this world.

This is one of my big feelings too. It's just getting worse. It's not going to get better for our species or our planet. Late stage capitalism is slavery, living is slavery. The ones in power just want to see us suffer.

 

[SilentSadness]

I hate humans so much. It's such a horrible experience to have to live alongside them. They always only care about themselves and enjoy hurting others. Humans are such a disgusting species. They have such a big ego and will do anything to justify their actions. So many problems are caused by sadistic actions. It's true that people don't care, not one bit. People just go out of their way to hurt me. There's no relief.

 

[SilentSadness]

People who help others are belittled and punished, people who harm others are praised and rewarded. That's the main difference between fiction and reality.

 

[SilentSadness]

My goodness I hate humans. They only push others down, they are so narcissistic they could be beating someone up while complaining about bullying. It's always a bad idea to interact with others, it's dangerous and can lead to terrible consequences if you don't conform to their contradictory rules. Yes they are very tolerant until they don't like you, then they will be cruel without remorse and get lots and lots of support. No one even cares about helping anyone, which is strange considering everyone says it's their number 1 priority. I think humans are no better than monkeys, the only way to live is in constant fear, you can't even express your own misery without being attacked and berated. Such a pointless existence, it's just people looking for excuses to hurt others. Scream and shout all you want but that's the reality, it simply doesn't change. The reason it's so bad is because of humans, they really can't be trusted and keep continuing this cycle and teaching their children how to harm others. What's even the point, this must all be a sick joke, how and why did I get dragged into this mess.

 

[SilentSadness]

Stuck in a pit of animals, humans are vultures honestly. They just repeat what others say and take any opportunity to perform the most selfish possible action. Such a stupid game, it's laughable that so many people actually think this world is "right" or "good". Those people must not have eyes, how tragic. All this suffering is for nothing, I never asked for it and no, suffering doesn't "build character" and it's not "necessary", that's just mental gymnastics. Even after all of these problems are caused by others, they still can't help themselves from rationalising their cruelty. No one cares after all, this is like Saw marketed as team sports.

 

[thenorthern]

Stuck in a pit of animals, humans are vultures honestly. They just repeat what others say and take any opportunity to perform the most selfish possible action. Such a stupid game, it's laughable that so many people actually think this world is "right" or "good". Those people must not have eyes, how tragic. All this suffering is for nothing, I never asked for it and no, suffering doesn't "build character" and it's not "necessary", that's just mental gymnastics. Even after all of these problems are caused by others, they still can't help themselves from rationalising their cruelty. No one cares after all, this is like Saw marketed as team sports.

So sorry man :( if you need to talk hit me up.

 

[SilentSadness]

So frustrated at being continuously provoked, people hurt and anger me as much as possible in order to use my reactions against me, even people who accuse others. Seriously, what a waste of time. So many humans' only purpose is to do as much damage as they can to others, it's all a sick game for no reason at all. Of course there's so much suffering when that's what people want on others. A lot of people get mildly happy when they crush others so that's what they spend all their time doing. They think "I can't use them so I'll hurt them so much they cry". Humans are such an evil species, they're no better than predators who eat other animals.

 

[SilentSadness]

It's been so many years but people never change, they are always as cruel as when they started. Most people are very happy to use others and pretend they are the moral ones, it must be a lot easier than helping anyone. Sadly despite how much people preach about helping people they really couldn't be more selfish, it's all about pulling yourself up and pushing others down. It's all about getting the material benefits of being mean and the social benefits of pretending to be nice. As always, I can't stand being alive in this animal enclosure.