Story Took SN. Here's my story

[drakewantstogo]

Sorry guys, I am back. Will try to reply everything. I'm safe and sound in my home since some days ago

What exactly have you felt?

What were your symptoms exactly after taking it? Nausea, headache, stomach pain?

It's hard to explain... First, a lot of anxiety, then I was kind of mildly dissociated, and felt really really bad, but it's a new feeling for me like I can't describe it, but yeah it was bad. Also, at one point, I was blind. It was the first time I experienced being blind. It lasted until I was in the hospital

Remember he didnt took any acid reducer.

I took zantac

Bottom line: don't call emergencies.

Easier said than done... I tried to wait some minutes until I couldn't bear with it anymore and called

What caused the pain eg headache, stomach ache? Was the pain bad enough that you would yell? This is a concern of mine as it would alert people and they would rescue me.
Any advice for not calling the emergency services?
If you could answer those that would be really helpful, hope you're okay.

I wouldn't yell but cry, but I've never yell in my life so...
About not calling... There isn't much I can help you with

What I don't understand, if you puke your SN partly out, why do you still expect everything will go according to the plan and you can fall unconscious after 15 minutes? You did the right thing by calling the ambulance, this wouldn't have killed you anyways and you don't need to torture yourself for nothing.

Yeah, I still waited some minutes just in case, but that's why I called

 

[spanishguy22]

Sorry guys, I am back. Will try to reply everything. I'm safe and sound in my home since some days ago



It's hard to explain... First, a lot of anxiety, then I was kind of mildly dissociated, and felt really really bad, but it's a new feeling for me like I can't describe it, but yeah it was bad. Also, at one point, I was blind. It was the first time I experienced being blind. It lasted until I was in the hospital


I took zantac


Easier said than done... I tried to wait some minutes until I couldn't bear with it anymore and called


I wouldn't yell but cry, but I've never yell in my life so...
About not calling... There isn't much I can help you with



Yeah, I still waited some minutes just in case, but that's why I called

Welcome back drake!
We're you very nervous when taking the SN? Benzos help a lot to reduce vomit by calming you down but you didn't take em, still sucks you gvomited three times:(
When you say you felt really bad you mean you were having headache and stomach aches? Did you have shortness of breath or could you breath normal?
Shame because I'm considering this too :s

 

[discokicks]

This is my method. It's going to work. I don't give a fuck if I throw up I'll just take it again. I'm going to be blind drunk anyway.

 

[drakewantstogo]

I don't think there is a lethal dose in the body if one pukes 3x around 5 minutes (and before 15min) after ingestion. My personal hypothesis is that they noticed that he wanted to live (he called the ambulance and openly says he doesn't want to die anymore) and that they tried to scare him. I can not imagine a doctor saying "Oh don't worry nothing serious happened" after a failed suicide attempt. But - no proof- I wasn't there, I am no doctor. Just what I think.

I mean, they told that to my parents and I don't know why would they scare them. Also my methemoglobin was really high, I recall they taking blood from me and it was dark chocolate color lol

Yes that makes sense, but as he says he has " tubes in every hole" hes probably in ICU.

That goes with some other cases that puked and got still messed up bad

Botttom lime SN might not be as straight forward as we once thought but still very dangerous.

yeah they carried me to ICU. Stayed only one thay there tho

How is he now?

Im fine, thanks for asking. I'm being watched out very close by my parents, so privacy is an issue for me right now, but I have to gain their trust back and that will be hard. It's understandable. Also I have to take benzos and that sucks, I hate them, I'm a zombie and withdrawals can be hell.

sorry to hear it didnt go the way you planned. What I dont uderstand is how you mention you didnt feel drowsy AT ALL ,even after all the time until they came. Thats very strange, is it possible it was weak quality SN?....17 grams is not a small amount, I think its better to play it safe, on the other hand I would like to know if the risk of vomiting isnt greater with large amounts like 20g for instance...I think it must be quite a sudden shock for the stomach to handle

I started feeling a bit drowsy once I was in the ambulance. It wasn't weak SN since it was APCpure's.

Dont forget we are consciously ingesting poison. Even if our body dont act. Our mind will force us to puke it out. Survival instinct and everything. Not to mention without using acid reducer. It really affect the SN effectiveness.

I took zantac

Maybe take anti es for 3 days. I'm still doing this method. You just have to not call emergency services

good luck

So what Op didn't do correctly i think:

-Not having a antiemetic regimen
-Not using antiacid correctly
-not redosing after puke (hard)
-calling emergency (but he did the right thing after puking so much)

Also I take away from this that fasting for more than 8h does little to nothing

how haven't i used antiacid correctly?

I know this is a old post but I getting my SN in couple of days an not got any anti until I get paid an I can't wait that long so I going try 20g in capsules tablets and drink 10g in flavour water an I doing this in a area where it would take a hour for me to get help if I changed mind so fingers crossed it be to late by then but if I pass out an wake up an recover then I try with anti at end of the month with the other 70g I have left of SN I am determined to do this I know I can't go on much longer with the pain an suffering I'm in so fingers for me, sad thing is I'm bit excited for it an that's when you know it's the right time

woah that's hard to do. Good luck.

Welcome back drake!
We're you very nervous when taking the SN? Benzos help a lot to reduce vomit by calming you down but you didn't take em, still sucks you gvomited three times:(
When you say you felt really bad you mean you were having headache and stomach aches? Did you have shortness of breath or could you breath normal?
Shame because I'm considering this too :s

Thanks!
I wasn't nervous, in fact I was kinda happy and excited, until there was like 20 minutes left. Started feeling uneasy and I don't know if it was because the meto or the zantac, and my stomach was making some noises. I could breath just fine. Neither my head nor stomach hurt, iirc.

This is my method. It's going to work. I don't give a fuck if I throw up I'll just take it again. I'm going to be blind drunk anyway.

good luck

 

[royM]

would have been ctb without help?

 

[JoeFailure]

I'm more curious about what changed that you no longer want to die. That's great, and I'm glad you're still here now that you want to be.

I think that's an interesting discussion point though, from someone who's about 99% sure that they have to go through with it.

 

[IronTusk]

More and more of these reports make me think amitriplyine is a better a method

 

[spanishguy22]

Thanks @drakewantstogo that's so useful wow.
You used antiacid correctly I guess I was trying to pick something to go wrong. My guess from this is benzos would have helped and a meto regimen is needed, not just stat dose.

 

[Done182]

Oh gosh is anybody else put off by this method because of that blindness? I suppose it was only temporary

 

[spanishguy22]

Oh gosh is anybody else put off by this method because of that blindness? I suppose it was only temporary

Yeah scared now to try... pff

 

[hamednova]

Thanks for sharing the info. Also if you want to try next time try with water and sn NANO2 (15grams) , no mess no fuss.
Also was it sodium nitrite nano2
or sodium nitrate nano3
edit: nvm this post is old

 

[mutagen]

Spartacus00,
What would you rate the pain level (1-10) after taking the SN? 1 is the lowest pain and 10 is the highest level of pain. What would you rate the pain level (1-10) for a when you touch a hot pot and burn yourself and the contact area blisters?

 

[JadedGray]

Spartacus00,
What would you rate the pain level (1-10) after taking the SN? 1 is the lowest pain and 10 is the highest level of pain. What would you rate the pain level (1-10) for a when you touch a hot pot and burn yourself and the contact area blisters?

Sorry, but I think you waited too late to ask that member unless his attempt didn't work and he comes back.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-final-day-on-this-earth.15917/

 

[Silasruin]

The wiki like to meto on eBay takes you to daflon? Is this the same stuff?

 

[Jen Erik]

The wiki like to meto on eBay takes you to daflon? Is this the same stuff?

No.

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

More and more of these reports make me think amitriplyine is a better a method

My thoughts on SN changed a bit lately, but I still think it's better than amitryptiline. You will die as a cause of heart attack if you overdose on amitryptiline.

 

[IronTusk]

My thoughts on SN changed a bit lately, but I still think it's better than amitryptiline. You will die as a cause of heart attack if you overdose on amitryptiline.

Yeah but you're asleep :/

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

Yeah but you're asleep :/

How can you be sure that amitriptyline will knock you out before you experience a painful heart attack? It's not a benzodiazepine, and not designed as to put you in a sleep.
If you are awake at the time when its effects start, you will also experience a very severe serotonin syndrome as well.

:/ :/

 

[IronTusk]

How can you be sure that amitriptyline will knock you out before you experience a painful heart attack? It's not a benzodiazepine, and not designed as to put you in a sleep.
If you are awake at the time when its effects start, you will also experience a very severe serotonin syndrome as well.

:/ :/

The cocktail includes a benzo

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

The cocktail includes a benzo

Yeah, thanks, I know that cocktail. I had read half of the 8chan thread before I had decided that it's a bad way to do ctb. You can take the benzo with anything as well you want. Insecticide + benzo? Ain't it same?

If I had ever got an access to a benzodiazepine, I would choose to take it with along SN. It would be nearly as peaceful as Nembutal.

 

[drakewantstogo]

would have been ctb without help?

Probably, but would've taken a lot of time. And I don't know what I would have done at the point of being blind without having called ER to be honest, good thing I called already

I'm more curious about what changed that you no longer want to die. That's great, and I'm glad you're still here now that you want to be.

I think that's an interesting discussion point though, from someone who's about 99% sure that they have to go through with it.

Well, I still low-key want to die, the desire won't go that easily. But I won't try. But having experienced this and the pain of my closest ones and family makes me rethink everything. Also, it seems like a second chance, let's see how life behaves now for me.

 

[spanishguy22]

Probably, but would've taken a lot of time. And I don't know what I would have done at the point of being blind without having called ER to be honest, good thing I called already


Well, I still low-key want to die, the desire won't go that easily. But I won't try. But having experienced this and the pain of my closest ones and family makes me rethink everything. Also, it seems like a second chance, let's see how life behaves now for me.

Was the blindness progressive or it happened all of a suddenly like a black curtain? Could you describe a bit how it happened and did it not scare you?
Thanks a lot

 

[Princessangel]

I had a failed attempted and took 13 tablets of 10mg of metro, and didn't throw up or feel sick

 

[Dragon]

Yeah, I'm gonna have to call bullshit on this one.

 

[IronTusk]

Yeah, thanks, I know that cocktail. I had read half of the 8chan thread before I had decided that it's a bad way to do ctb. You can take the benzo with anything as well you want. Insecticide + benzo? Ain't it same?

If I had ever got an access to a benzodiazepine, I would choose to take it with along SN. It would be nearly as peaceful as Nembutal.

The amitriplyine doesn't immediately take effect. The benzos put you into a deep sleep so you don't experience the symptoms. The symptoms are almost immediate from SN and you can't take a large dose of Benzos before SN since it would induce sleep and you wouldn't be able to administer SN. Benzos and SN is a fairytale.

 

[Done182]

I had a failed attempted and took 13 tablets of 10mg of metro, and didn't throw up or feel sick

You took the recommended dose of SN and didn't throw up but it still didn't kill you?

 

[drakewantstogo]

Yeah, I'm gonna have to call bullshit on this one.

Why for?

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

The amitriplyine doesn't immediately take effect. The benzos put you into a deep sleep so you don't experience the symptoms. The symptoms are almost immediate from SN and you can't take a large dose of Benzos before SN since it would induce sleep and you wouldn't be able to administer SN. Benzos and SN is a fairytale.

Man, it's your choice. I wouldn't give it a fuck if you wake up with a terrible heart attack. I'm here just considering all the bad possibilities and warning you against them. It's not that hard to combine SN with benzos. Even if you make a mistake, it won't be painful, because some people doing this method without any benzodiazepine already.

 

[IronTusk]

Man, it's your choice. I wouldn't give it a fuck if you wake up with a terrible heart attack. I'm here just considering all the bad possibilities and warning you against them. It's not that hard to combine SN with benzos. Even if you make a mistake, it won't be painful, because some people doing this method without any benzodiazepine already.

Idk its rated more peaceful and reliable in the pph and im using 120mg of flubromazolam, 1g of clonazolamz, 300mg of etizolam and some pyrazolam. No chance i feel a think as my brain will be off. The version of the cocktail gives a max time till death of 12 hours. Flubromazolam easily works for over 24.

Taking some ativan before SN defeats the purpose of the benzo. Youre still awake and benzos dont treat stomach pain or headaches. 8ch is filled with ignorance. Dying of cardiac arrest in a deep sleep sounds nice. Headache stomach psin vomiting and turning into a smurf sounds dignified.

 

[spanishguy22]

Idk its rated more peaceful and reliable in the pph and im using 120mg of flubromazolam, 1g of clonazolamz, 300mg of etizolam and some pyrazolam. No chance i feel a think as my brain will be off. The version of the cocktail gives a max time till death of 12 hours. Flubromazolam easily works for over 24.

Taking some ativan before SN defeats the purpose of the benzo. Youre still awake and benzos dont treat stomach pain or headaches. 8ch is filled with ignorance. Dying of cardiac arrest in a deep sleep sounds nice. Headache stomach psin vomiting and turning into a smurf sounds dignified.

Ironic. You're the ignorant one. Benzos are greatly helpful. They reduce mental and physical anxiety, and reduce nausea. They're good for SN but you do you.