Story Took SN. Here's my story

[drakewantstogo]

Okay so, I'm writing this just for research and harm reduction's sake. I no longer want to die.

Booked an hotel. Fasted for too long, more than 8 hours for sure. Did a stat dose of 30mg of Metoclopramide one hour before, 22 minutes later took 225mg of Zantac and then took ~17g of SN. Tastes like car tires with salt. The taste remains in your mouth.

Around five minutes after taking it I started feeling like puking. Salivated a lot and felt really bad. I finally puked three times.
After 15 minutes without even feeling drowsy when I was supposed to be unconscious already and feeling really really bad, called emergencies.

They came 45 minutes after intake.
Was conscious and felt really bad until I came to the hospital and they drugged me to sleep. They were googling what SN was and how to medicate me.

Woke up with tubes in every hole I have. They said they don't know how i am still alive and that I was so close to death, they wouldn't have bet a cent on me being alive.

I'm still at the hospital with tons of free time, AMA

 

[Walilamdzi]

Hello, how are you feeling now? Thanks for telling us what happened. Are you going to be put in a psych hospital?

What do you think went wrong with the antiemetic? Do you think the reason you didn't become unconscious was because of being sick?

Does the fact that you were close to death mean it can still be regarded as a way to ctb?

 

[drakewantstogo]

Hello, how are you feeling now? Thanks for telling us what happened. Are you going to be put in a psych hospital?

What do you think went wrong with the antiemetic? Do you think the reason you didn't become unconscious was because of being sick?

Does the fact that you were close to death mean it can still be regarded as a way to ctb?

I'm in a normal hospital, feeling good so far, let's see what happens when I leave, that's what scares me the most

I wasn't sick at all and I don't know what happened... Used real meto from the eBay Greek vendor and SN from APC

 

[Walilamdzi]

Glad that you're feeling okay, did they know it was a suicide attempt or did you say accidental ingestion?

I meant sick when you puked three times?

 

[Xaphous]

Thanks also for your story. Can you rate your pain/overall severity of suffering /10?
I ordered sn but I know it will still take a lot for me to endure more suffering.

 

[drakewantstogo]

Glad that you're feeling okay, did they know it was a suicide attempt or did you say accidental ingestion?

I meant sick when you puked three times?

Yeah I told them that it was a suicide. Hard to hide it

Thanks also for your story. Can you rate your pain/overall severity of suffering /10?
I ordered sn but I know it will still take a lot for me to endure more suffering.

I don't know. There are a lot of things in this world that would hurt more. Maybe 6/10

 

[Alan James]

"Nitrate" - sounds like acid. I read that acid poisoning is very painful, not peaceful at all. And acids usually does not have a sedative effect, does SN plunge into sleep? I'm very afraid to use this method, not enough reliable information about it.

 

[Walilamdzi]

@Alan James It's nitrite not nitrate.

 

[Alan James]

@Alan James It's nitrite not nitrate.

I made a mistake, sorry. But "nitrite" - this is acid salts, seems that death from acid poisoning should be painful.

 

[headinghome]

Okay so, I'm writing this just for research and harm reduction's sake. I no longer want to die.

Booked an hotel. Fasted for too long, more than 8 hours for sure. Did a stat dose of 30mg of Metoclopramide one hour before, 22 minutes later took 225mg of Zantac and then took ~17g of SN. Tastes like car tires with salt. The taste remains in your mouth.

Around five minutes after taking it I started feeling like puking. Salivated a lot and felt really bad. I finally puked three times.
After 15 minutes without even feeling drowsy when I was supposed to be unconscious already and feeling really really bad, called emergencies.

They came 45 minutes after intake.
Was conscious and felt really bad until I came to the hospital and they drugged me to sleep. They were googling what SN was and how to medicate me.

Woke up with tubes in every hole I have. They said they don't know how i am still alive and that I was so close to death, they wouldn't have bet a cent on me being alive.

I'm still at the hospital with tons of free time, AMA

This sounds horrible and not at all encouraging… I'm very discouraged

 

[ExhaustedPigeon]

I'm lost for words... Thank you for sharing your story. This sounds absolutely awful. I really hope you're being monitored closely at the hospital.

 

[JadedGray]

Sorry you had to go through this. It's worth noting that you took the stat dose of anti-emetics and didn't follow any regimen and also took 17g of SN. It's discouraging, but I still think it's a viable method and there has been people who have died. It will also help to take benzos to not experience what you went through.

If I do this method I will be taking anti-emetics 48hr ahead of time and 20-25g of SN.

 

[EddieAllenPoe]

I've played this whole scenario out in my mind so many times. I'm amazed I haven't been through something similar yet. Doesn't sound like you've had fun. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Egddios]

I was feeling pretty hopeful about the SN method but I have a feeling, even with metatclopromide (however you spell it), I'd probably vomit.

I'm going with a good old fashioned hanging. I feel confident I can endure those final moments before I pass out and then that's it. Over.

 

[jayfox]

Sorry you had to go through this. It's worth noting that you took the stat dose of anti-emetics and didn't follow any regimen and also took 17g of SN. It's discouraging, but I still think it's a viable method and there has been people who have died. It will also help to take benzos to not experience what you went through.

If I do this method I will be taking anti-emetics 48hr ahead of time and 20-25g of SN.

25gr seems overkill

What benzo would you suggest? Im benzo tolerant and you cant take antipsychotics with meto some would bevreally good to knock you out.

Zolpidem ( ambiem) doesnt do anything dor me im benzo tolerant atm.

 

[s_girl]

I'm sorry to hear about your experience. I don't know much about SN, as it's not my method. However, I have been researching antiemetics extensively and believe that the stat dose is much riskier and has a higher failure rate (in preventing vomiting). The 36 or 48 hour doses are more successful in preventing vomiting. I hope you get to go home soon.

 

[Ruffian]

I have my doubts about this method, but I'm gathering supplies anyway. It's impossible for me to get N from A unless I move to Mexico. If I get trying to import it I'm going to get arrested and probably won't make bail before the preliminary hearing. I get queasy too much for SN, but I'm considering it. I would definitely follow the 48 hour regimen as stated in the Peaceful Pill Handbook. You probably threw up because you only took it right before. Someone on another thread explained to me why it's important, but I forget. So I will still be reading everyone's experiences. That sounds horrible to wake up with all those tubes and everything in you, but that's a good thing you don't want to die anymore, right? I hope you don't get sent to the psych. ward, and if you do, hope it's not too long. Thanks for this, 6/10 with only one dose of anti Ems doesn't sound too bad.

 

[JadedGray]

25gr seems overkill

What benzo would you suggest? Im benzo tolerant and you cant take antipsychotics with meto some would bevreally good to knock you out.

Zolpidem ( ambiem) doesnt do anything dor me im benzo tolerant atm.

I'm still researching this method. I'll more than likely take 20g. The user JustOverIt posted a lot of good information in the SN megathread. I would probably try something like Lorazepam. I've read that you should avoid Diazepam since taking it with Tagamet will make it less effective.

 

[deathenvoy]

After 15 minutes without even feeling drowsy when I was supposed to be unconscious already and feeling really really bad, called emergencies.

What exactly have you felt?

 

[hunter_lewis]

What were your symptoms exactly after taking it? Nausea, headache, stomach pain?

 

[Vegrau]

Sorry you had to go through this. It's worth noting that you took the stat dose of anti-emetics and didn't follow any regimen and also took 17g of SN. It's discouraging, but I still think it's a viable method and there has been people who have died. It will also help to take benzos to not experience what you went through.

If I do this method I will be taking anti-emetics 48hr ahead of time and 20-25g of SN.

Remember he didnt took any acid reducer.

 

[Raggas]

Bottom line: don't call emergencies.

 

[Redrock]

Bottom line: don't call emergencies.

and if you vomit, take another dose as long as you are conscious

 

[Whatshername]

Bottom line: don't call emergencies.

It's hard to avoid if you're writhing in pain. Despite ambiguous accounts SN is my method now, (lack of other resources) but I'm still terrified of pain and ending up calling emergencies and failing.

and if you vomit, take another dose as long as you are conscious

Easier said than done. I'm planning on doing that, but will I be capable of it? I will only know when time comes.

 

[Done182]

What caused the pain eg headache, stomach ache? Was the pain bad enough that you would yell? This is a concern of mine as it would alert people and they would rescue me.
Any advice for not calling the emergency services?
If you could answer those that would be really helpful, hope you're okay.

 

[Strumgewehr]

The 36 or 48 hour doses are more successful in preventing vomiting.

Sorry to bother you but if I'm not mistaken that means you have to take one AE pill every eight hour starting from 48 hour before you drink SN and one pill 30 minutes prior to the attempt right? A Also do you have any idea on what should be the doasage of the anti-emetic pill? And when should I take the tagamet?

 

[JadedGray]

Remember he didnt took any acid reducer.

Good find. I forgot about Tagamet.

 

[jayfox]

Good find. I forgot about Tagamet.

I wonder which one is better tagamet or ranitidine?

 

[JadedGray]

I wonder which one is better tagamet or ranitidine?

I think either is fine. They're both H2 blockers.

 

[NextSummer]

Around five minutes after taking it I started feeling like puking. Salivated a lot and felt really bad. I finally puked three times.
After 15 minutes without even feeling drowsy when I was supposed to be unconscious already and feeling really really bad, called emergencies.

What I don't understand, if you puke your SN partly out, why do you still expect everything will go according to the plan and you can fall unconscious after 15 minutes? You did the right thing by calling the ambulance, this wouldn't have killed you anyways and you don't need to torture yourself for nothing.