Too sick

[d7ez]

Ive been wanting to commit suicide for a while now. I am in a relationship and it's complicated with my depression ruining everything about it. I feel bad for my girlfriend who wants me to be okay but there's no helping me at all. I feel like a burden to everyone no matter what they tell me. I dont plan on leaving a note because no one will care about me only for a week or so and the world won't stop for my death. Idc about my mom because she has the strongest hatred against me and encourages me to do it when I have money so she won't be in charge of the expenses of a funeral. I haven't been eating enough this entire week and no one has texted me until today. I want to hang my self but there's nothing to hold me but my door knob. I really love my gf but with my bpd it's impossible to think straight leading up to this. When I find a way to hang myself I'll do it, I'm tired

 

[Kusogaki]

I would reconsider on your method. Especially because you only have your door knob. Will you be documenting your journey?

 

[d7ez]

I would reconsider on your method. Especially because you only have your door knob. Will you be documenting your journey?

I'll think about it! The other method I had in mind was to slit my wrist and bleed to death. I'll think about it

 

[Kusogaki]

I'll think about it! The other method I had in mind was to slit my wrist and bleed to death. I'll think about it

That is very painful I do not recommend doing! A painless method I recommend shallow water blackout. If you have any questions PM me.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

Just a thought here; if you don't have access to any safe methods, it sounds like it could be worth a shot trying to get away from your abusive mother first and foremost. Anyone would be depressed if they were in contact with a parent who treated them like that.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering, I hope that you find peace eventually, best wishes.