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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
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I'm set and ok with hanging.b

I'm about to buy rope but im questioning what kind?

Cotton or nylon??

Should I buy a neck tie instead? Bed sheets?

So many options...

I guess I just gotta pick one test it and see if it'll work.

Very tired rn/today. Will test out some bed sheets tmrw then see if I needa buy some rope.


Hmm I have heart problems I wonder if there's a drug induced heart failure type way to go 🤔🤔🤔


Anyway... my hope is to be gone in a few days. I wish I could go out with a bang. Have a super self indulgent day with lots of "fun" but im too tired now y'all. I just want my life to end.
 
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squirley

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This might help
 
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Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,839
I'm set and ok with hanging.b

I'm about to buy rope but im questioning what kind?

Cotton or nylon??

Should I buy a neck tie instead? Bed sheets?

So many options...

I guess I just gotta pick one test it and see if it'll work.

Very tired rn/today. Will test out some bed sheets tmrw then see if I needa buy some rope.


Hmm I have heart problems I wonder if there's a drug induced heart failure type way to go 🤔🤔🤔


Anyway... my hope is to be gone in a few days. I wish I could go out with a bang. Have a super self indulgent day with lots of "fun" but im too tired now y'all. I just want my life to end.
I also need to decide where. I feel im pretty limited option wise in my apartment...

So gonna start testing out spots tmrw.
 
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squirley

squirley

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May 6, 2023
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Are you trying for
Full or partial ?

I've been messing around with partial recently. I think it's going well.
( I'm in apartment as well )
Just might need some booze/drugs
I got a bunch of old meds.
 
Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,839

This might help
Thnxxx I shall take a look at this ^.^
Are you trying for
Full or partial ?

I've been messing around with partial recently. I think it's going well.
( I'm in apartment as well )
Just might need some booze/drugs
I got a bunch of old meds.
I'm aiming for partial. Im on some medications that could help with this.

Im still curious if I could possible use my health issue to die. Hmm so many options sometimes but not all possible sighs
 
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health issues ? How could you use ? I guess it depends what they are?

Also depends what meds
 
Busridin'26

Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
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health issues ? How could you use ? I guess it depends what they are?

Also depends what meds
I have POTS which includes tachycardia and like high heart rate and easily stressed heart rate?

And I take stimulants for my ADHD
 
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squirley

squirley

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May 6, 2023
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Ah ok . I had to look it up.

For everything I'm going to trying downers so when I attempt the partial.
I'm also woozy from booze meds drugs.
So pass out during. From both.
That's the game plan anyway.

Not sure if you did a bunch of your meds
Plus stimulants? would that mess with your heart.

or would it slow down blood for you ?
 
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I have "played" with diferent ropes. I suggest double braided dock line at least as thick as your thumb. It can be comfortable.
 
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Busridin'26

Hating every minute of being alive.
Dec 8, 2019
1,839
Ah ok . I had to look it up.

For everything I'm going to trying downers so when I attempt the partial.
I'm also woozy from booze meds drugs.
So pass out during. From both.
That's the game plan anyway.

Not sure if you did a bunch of your meds
Plus stimulants? would that mess with your heart.

or would it slow down blood for you ?
Hmm I'd have to look into it. Some if my meds help with ir are supposed to help with higher heart rate. Stimulants the only "upper" im prescribed...


Lots to look into.
I have "played" with diferent ropes. I suggest double braided dock line at least as thick as your thumb. It can be comfortable.
Thank you for the suggestion. Shall see if this kinda rope is on Amazon
 
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