tonight

[nothingboy]

hi everyone. i made a promise to myself that i would wait until my 20th birthday in january to ctb, just to see if things get better, but i cant do this anymore. i don't want to get into it in detail because i'm doing to do that in my real note later but i am suffering every day with no sign of improvement anytime soon. i'm trans, autistic, and i have bpd, and every day is so hard it just seems like this world wasn't cut out for me. so i'm leaving. i cant take another day of this

i haven't been on this site very long but i appreciate all of you. i hope you find peace in whatever path you choose. last i checked private messages were down but i'll be on the rest of today so if you want to talk feel free to send me a message if you're able. i love you all

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from all the suffering, best of luck with your plans.

 

[LittleJem]

sending you so much love. Some of us are born to suffer and the fact that you can send such a kind message speaks volumes for the kind person you are.

 

[briarrose]

i am so sorry life treated you so horribly that you couldn't hang on for as long as you wanted to. it isn't your fault- existence is inherently painful, and you did your best. you deserve better and i hope no matter what, you find peace. godspeed.

 

[wheretfami]

You still with us, hun?