Tonight

[BlackWednesday]

Tonights the night I planned to CTB. I have been preparing for it all week but now that the time has come I feel very sad and scared. I wish there was someone here with me. I still intend to do it but I really feel awful about it now. Why does it have to be this way?

 

[fowlbandit]

What method are you using?

 

[BlackWednesday]

What method are you using?

SN

 

[Letgo]

I understand you planned it for tonight but if you are not 100% sure you can always take a moment. I understand the loneliness. Breathe.
You are being thought of.

 

[BlackWednesday]

I understand you planned it for tonight but if you are not 100% sure you can always take a moment. I understand the loneliness. Breathe.
You are being thought of.

I really don't know what to do. I'm going for a walk to clear my head a little

 

[BlackWednesday]

I'm too tired. I'm going to sleep. Maybe I will try again tomorrow

 

[leavingsoon99]

Do what you can to calm yourself. It's going to take iron nerve to push through. I wish you luck and success, should you proceed.

 

[dimstar]

In my personal belief on the subject the only way for your best chance of success and it being a peaceful process is doing it when your certain. I believe you'll know when that time is. We've all thought about it so here for you regardless. Wishing you peace either way only you know what your feeling and self is saying to you.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

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What?! OP please don't listen to this "advice", am glad you're putting it off for now as you sound far from sure. Sorry you're feeling so bad right now.

 

[Unwr!tten]

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Do not encourage people to do anything

Tonights the night I planned to CTB. I have been preparing for it all week but now that the time has come I feel very sad and scared. I wish there was someone here with me. I still intend to do it but I really feel awful about it now. Why does it have to be this way?

Hey, if you ever want a friend or someone to talk to, you can always message me

 

[TowerRoad]

Tonights the night I planned to CTB. I have been preparing for it all week but now that the time has come I feel very sad and scared. I wish there was someone here with me. I still intend to do it but I really feel awful about it now. Why does it have to be this way?

If you think that you need someone there with you then DO NOT do it. Seems like you are not 100% sure and still have some hope. I'm sending you love from here.

 

[Zegers]

Why does it have to be this way?

we've been played, bad hand. Best wishes whatever you do.

 

[_smile_]

Whatever you decide, today, tomorrow or months from now, make sure it's what you want and what's best for you you have everlasting support here regardless of your decisions. Wishing you all the best.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

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I don't think we do this here. This is on the other extreme end of the spectrum from the anti-choicers who try and talk someone out of their own decision. This is encouraging someone to CTB, at least IMO it is. I think this is a bit too far. CTB is a very personal decision and it must be left to the individual to make WITHOUT outside pressure one way OR the other. If the person is not ready, there's nothing wrong with that. It can be revisited at any time.

 

[depressedlover]

It ok to rethink your decision,it ok to postpone it,it ok to feel scared,it's ok to also give yourself another chance…all i'm saying is that you're human,you're real and made of emotions,you're not a robot.Just take your time,do things at your own terms.Hugs from me

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess that after all only you know when the time is right for you to leave this world, at least you have the option of a reliable method so that you aren't trapped here but anyway suicide isn't straightforward to go through even if one has a method like that so it's understandable having fears. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[riddlerenjoyer]

You dont have to do it if you're uncertain you can always postpone. I wish you the best

 

[Zoya]

If you need someone to talk to, I'm here to do it. Maybe it can be of some use. I embrace you in your feelings