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ooglah

ooglah

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Jun 17, 2022
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So I have presses M30 pills. I've snorted about half a pill, about to snort the other half, and then wait a bit and just keep going like that.

im worried my dog (who is on the bed with me) will start freaking out if something goes wrong with me.

he is a pretty chill quiet dog, I'm just not sure what a dog does when their owner ODs? Is he going to scream for help?

should I maybe not have him on the bed with me?
 
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777

I'm so tired, I can't sleep
Oct 15, 2022
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Your dog could potentially be very worried and anxious due to the inevitable sounds of agonal breathing. They are very emotional, sweet animals that will realize when something is wrong with their owner that they are attached to. Sorry that you've suffered so much in this world.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Is there any chance he could eat some of the pills if you pass out?
 
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October112021

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Oct 8, 2022
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Wait A second. Before you do anything else, you need to figure out what to do with your dog.
 
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ooglah

ooglah

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Jun 17, 2022
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I'm at my parents home.

He is currently asleep in the same bed I'm in, and there is no way he is going to be able to get any of the pills.


Edit: I should add parents are also home, asleep across the hall.
 
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Nikki2020

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Sep 24, 2022
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what is m30? sorry for asking. may peace be with u. ā¤
 
ooglah

ooglah

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what is m30? sorry for asking. may peace be with u. ā¤
They're very common counterfeit pills containing Fentynal.usually just refered to as blues
 
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outrider567

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So I have presses M30 pills. I've snorted about half a pill, about to snort the other half, and then wait a bit and just keep going like that.

im worried my dog (who is on the bed with me) will start freaking out if something goes wrong with me.

he is a pretty chill quiet dog, I'm just not sure what a dog does when their owner ODs? Is he going to scream for help?

should I maybe not have him on the bed with me?
My girlfriend's brother died sitting in his chair, but his two dogs just sat there quietly with him for four long days
 
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ooglah

ooglah

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Jun 17, 2022
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My nose clogging up (ragweed isn't helping) I may switch to just swallowing them
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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They're very common counterfeit pills containing Fentynal.usually just refered to as blues
Would love to know how you were able to score those? I wouldn't post anything here though.
I don't think your dog should be with you. It shouldn't have to go through this. Also it may wake your parents.
I do wish you peace if you go through with it. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
 
ooglah

ooglah

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Jun 17, 2022
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Would love to know how you were able to score those? I wouldn't post anything here though.
I don't think your dog should be with you. It shouldn't have to go through this. Also it may wake your parents.
I do wish you peace if you go through with it. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
I'll take him downstairs. And send a pm
Two pills down (or up) the nose
So far
 
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ooglah

ooglah

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Jun 17, 2022
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Just woke up.
Got some water and ended up puking. I was only able to snort 2 and a half before falling asleep. I'm going to go back to sleep
 
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madiroze

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Feb 5, 2022
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Would love to know how you were able to score those? I wouldn't post anything here though.
I don't think your dog should be with you. It shouldn't have to go through this. Also it may wake your parents.
I do wish you peace if you go through with it. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:
M30s are easily available on the Darkweb.

As for being laced with Fentanyl, how do you know this? Did you test them with a Fentanyl strip?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds very unpleasant to have woken up, but if you do decide to ctb then I wish you freedom from all suffering for when the time is right for you to leave.
 
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