I will make my first serious (and hopefully last) attempt to ctb tomorrow.
My method of choice will be SN.
I wont take antiemetics because im pretty sure they don't work after a lot of research. And i will fast only a couple of hours that should be enough (im a skinny guy with a mega fast methabolism 50kg)
Death scares me but living with a serious deformity (twisted skull and face, severe deformational plagiocephaly) is way worse then death and in the 28 years i live i never been a single minute truthfully happy. Im not leaving any note because i simply dont have anything to say and in general i dislike humans because they treated me like a monster my whole life. I hope my mom sooner or later gets her karma for neglecting my condition when i was young. I really wanted a life but it was taken from me before i was 1 year of age.
I hope you guys find peace with yourself in whatever choice you will make in the end it was fun having a place where i wasnt demonized.
For the mods dont ban me yet i will probably update tomorrow.
Cheers
My method of choice will be SN.
I wont take antiemetics because im pretty sure they don't work after a lot of research. And i will fast only a couple of hours that should be enough (im a skinny guy with a mega fast methabolism 50kg)
Death scares me but living with a serious deformity (twisted skull and face, severe deformational plagiocephaly) is way worse then death and in the 28 years i live i never been a single minute truthfully happy. Im not leaving any note because i simply dont have anything to say and in general i dislike humans because they treated me like a monster my whole life. I hope my mom sooner or later gets her karma for neglecting my condition when i was young. I really wanted a life but it was taken from me before i was 1 year of age.
I hope you guys find peace with yourself in whatever choice you will make in the end it was fun having a place where i wasnt demonized.
For the mods dont ban me yet i will probably update tomorrow.
Cheers
