Tomorrow I will CTB

[thrashisland]

I just spent the past few hours writing all my notes and the past few weeks setting up my perfect situation. I have gone out of my way to see and have as much fun as possible with all the people I love. I've spent the past two weeks traveling just to spend beautiful last moments with everyone I actually care about. I've written instructions and everything that could possibly be needed. I will be dying happy and loved.
Tomorrow I will be hanging myself and I pray to god nothing goes wrong. I've lurked this website for so long and feel so incredibly knowledgeable at this point. I will finally reach peace. Wish me luck in finding the peace if desired so badly.
I hope I won't be back to posting on here and everything works out.

 

[imtiredasf]

Good luck in your endeavors. I'm sorry that everything has lead you to this point, but I hope you find the peace you desire.

 

[gottacheckout]

I hope you do find the peace you are looking for.

 

[cececinderella]

Good luck - I'm sorry it had to come to this. No matter what happens, may you find your peace

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish, whatever happens.

 

[polm]

Hoping you find the peace you desire

 

[catfriend]

i love that you've spent your final weeks so richly. :)

best of luck, friend. hope it goes the way you want, and that you find peace. godspeed!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

It's amazing how you found strength to be there for others, to have time with them. I'm happy you could make those memories, and that you feel at peace. It's also sad what brought you to this point, you are a kind soul. Sending love your way, whatever may happen.

 

[darksouls]

godspeed
wish you the best

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace and relief you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you luck. It's so sad to read the goodbye posts. I'm so sorry there's so much pain in this world

 

[Nobodi]

I'm sorry it came to this. I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Save a spot for me on the other side

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I hope you find peace.

 

[korin]

Well... just incase, are you still there?

 

[concession]

Please remember that not commiting suicide is not a failure in any way.
It is perfectly OK to change your decision even after announcing something.

Do not do this just because of the peer pressure.

 

[darksouls]

do we have peer pressure here?

 

[thrashisland]

I just spent the past few hours writing all my notes and the past few weeks setting up my perfect situation. I have gone out of my way to see and have as much fun as possible with all the people I love. I've spent the past two weeks traveling just to spend beautiful last moments with everyone I actually care about. I've written instructions and everything that could possibly be needed. I will be dying happy and loved.
Tomorrow I will be hanging myself and I pray to god nothing goes wrong. I've lurked this website for so long and feel so incredibly knowledgeable at this point. I will finally reach peace. Wish me luck in finding the peace if desired so badly.
I hope I won't be back to posting on here and everything works out.

Hi, small update, I am still here.
one of my roommates decided not to leave on a trip like they were supposed to so I've been spending my last days till that roommate leaves with my boyfriend trying to give him the best goodbye I can. Roommate leaves soon, I do not want to have that roommate be the one to find me so my ctb date has been postponed

 

[darksouls]

good luck
hope everything goes well for you