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Jaylee

Member
Aug 19, 2018
39
Hi!
Sorry if my English isnt perfect. Its nog my first language.

After months of trying to be better. I am finally done.
I'll always be a person that nobody wants or needs in their lives.

People always laughed at me when i said i'll stay 29 forever. But they just dont want to see it.

Tonight i'll finally CTB. I'll hang myself and have peace for the first time.
 
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IwantSN

IwantSN

Member
Feb 6, 2026
14
Good luck, I hope you find the peace that you are looking for
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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good luck,
I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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RiftbornVeil

RiftbornVeil

always a dreamer <3
Feb 8, 2026
71
I am sorry to hear the woes of society/life have brought you to this point.

That being said, I wish you the very best and hope you can achieve peace :heart:
 
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doomedbynarrative

doomedbynarrative

Losing more of myself every day.
Jan 21, 2026
168
I wish you nothing but peace no matter what happens. :heart:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,236
I hope you find peace. :heart:
 
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TwoSoulsLiveInMe

TwoSoulsLiveInMe

I Am Happy Nowhere
Feb 6, 2026
18
I'm sorry for the pain you've endured to get to this point. I hope you find your peace ♥️
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,172
I hope you find peace from suffering, I wish you the best.
 
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Tired_birth_1967

Student
Nov 1, 2023
133
I sincerely hope you've prepared everything so that nothing goes wrong. If all goes well, you'll finally be free from this prison. I wish you all the best and hope everything goes according to your conscious plan.
 

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