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Poiter1987

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Im come to the conclusion God doesn't exist. Since I've been thinking about sucide for like 7 months. I go on tik tok and look at the comments and sure enough some religious person is talking about God.

Of God exists and he has all seeing all knowing power. Then he's a fucking psychopath.

There was a tik tok I didn't watch but I caught the start its a traffic collision in a tunnel and a fire starts and you can hear the screams of someone being burnt alive. If that is ever me I hope I die. Imagine surviving a fire.

What about all the kids that get abused sexually or even physically.

What about drug addiction because life is fucked sober.

Psychosis and paliperidone is the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Akathisia and anhedonia are like some evil shit. They've tortured people with antispsychotics in wars.

What about Palestine and all those people dieing?

I cannot fathom how people sit there and praise jesus. It makes me fucking sick. It's the biggest scam Christianity. Like fuck off some guy resurrected himself from the dead.

What about all the animals on earth, do they go to heaven? Or is it just people thay pray to jesus.

Sorry this is some stuff I've pondered lately. I'm so mad at the world a world i don't know how to live in anymore. I think of all the homeless people. We all turn up oir noses to them. I bet there are some out there that got the same treatment we all did. And they didn't have the family support to keep them with a roof over there heads.

Tha is God for creating narcissistic people and placing them in every workplace I've ever been in just to fuckibg torment me.

Thanks God for me being a decent human being, but that gets you absolutely fucking no where in this life.

Thanks God for jabbing me up with posion. Thanks God for giving my mother a brain tumour. Thanks God for giving me generalised anxiety disorder and major depression. Your a real fucking wonder.

Rant over.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
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I came to a similar conclusion but more that I hope a God doesn't exist. I can't see how they could be all- knowing, all- powerful and good.

Many people will argue that it is humans that are wicked, rather than God. But, God surely gave us the potential to behave like this. The animal kingdom is no better. There are sone truly horrific ways some animals maim and kill others but, they've been designed to do that. Some can't even live any other way. It's surely an especially warped mind that came up with that!
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

if u ever see me happy just kill me
Jun 21, 2025
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Yeah i absolutly agree, i personally dont deny even if i dont bealive that a god or a higher being can exist but he is not a good person that most monotheistic religions portray him as. I always look back to greek mythology and how gods were portrayed there as them having their own faults and being more human.
 
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NonEssential

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Jan 15, 2025
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I'm agnostic so I don't care either way. If the argument that god doesn't exist is that bad things happen around the world, then I wonder maybe god exists, but god just isn't a good character who'd help others.
 
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Poiter1987

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I came to a similar conclusion but more that I hope a God doesn't exist. I can't see how they could be all- knowing, all- powerful and good.

Many people will argue that it is humans that are wicked, rather than God. But, God surely gave us the potential to behave like this. The animal kingdom is no better. There are sone truly horrific ways some animals maim and kill others but, they've been designed to do that. Some can't even live any other way. It's surely an especially warped mind that came up with that!
I'm not a vegan but vegans have a point. Animals in the wild don't get healthcare like humans. There existence is absolutely brutal. Imagine being a seal swimming in the ocean having to hope you don't have a run in with a pack of killer whales.

If God is all knowing all powerful why did he create a system where the truly horrible hold the power in this world?

I've seen all sorts of videos of animals in horrific suffering.

We are no different from animals just highly evolved animals.
I'm agnostic so I don't care either way. If the argument that god doesn't exist is that bad things happen around the world, then I wonder maybe god exists, but god just isn't a good character who'd help others.
I dont disagree. He could exist perhaps he's just a psychopath.
 
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I'm agnostic. But I find people who are religious to be cringey. Especially the people who say they'll pray for you when you're sick like thanks, I guess I don't need medication. I got the power of Jesus.
Or, my personal favorite: "I claim no negative energy from this video". I didn't realize demons had tiktok or YouTube accounts.
Honestly, I think most religions are glorified cults. I believe in what I can prove with my senses.
 
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Already_dead

No alarms and no surprises
May 16, 2025
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I used to be a Christian and while there are explanations for the many doubts of God's goodness, it gets very complicated, and leaves you with more questions. That's why I've recently had a falling out with my religion. There are just so many things I'm not sure I can accept. Like, all life is supposed to be precious, and suicide is a sin, but are people supposed to just keep on suffering until "god" saves them? How can you ask that of someone? I don't know. The whole "is there a god" "is there not a god" thing makes my brain hurt. I just wanna ctb and find out already.
 
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Poiter1987

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I used to be a Christian and while there are explanations for the many doubts of God's goodness, it gets very complicated, and leaves you with more questions. That's why I've recently had a falling out with my religion. There are just so many things I'm not sure I can accept. Like, all life is supposed to be precious, and suicide is a sin, but are people supposed to just keep on suffering until "god" saves them? How can you ask that of someone? I don't know. The whole "is there a god" "is there not a god" thing makes my brain hurt. I just wanna ctb and find out already.

I think my main gripe is with religion as well. It is bat shit insane. You get born in America your probably a Christian, Indian Hindu, Iraq Muslim and the lists of religions go on an on and on. Of course they are glorified cults. The stupidity of thinking your religion is the right one out of the God knows how many (if he exists ahahaa) is an absolute joke. How much war and death occurs because of religions? To much. It's fucking evil. It's us against them.
 
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spero_meliora

In hope for better things.
Jan 13, 2025
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if god exists, he's a strangely absent father. but I also grew up with fire and brimstone catholicism and being queer doesn't mix too well with that.

as Depeche Mode once said:
"I don't want to start any blasphemous rumours, but I think that god's got a sick sense of humour and when I die, I expect to find him laughing."
 
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PAQUITOELCHOCOLATER

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It is clear that a higher being created this universe; that being is God. It is not wise to insult or question Him. Why anger a higher being? Anyone who is going to take their own life should not insult or question God, just in case their suffering is prolonged in another world.
People with the highest IQs in the world, possessing psychic abilities beyond our own, warn of the dangers of straying from God. And God doesn't have to be the God of organized religions
 
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Malfunction

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Jul 27, 2024
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If this supposed god exists, I have zero respect for it. What a sick twisted being.

No, I don't think it exists. There's some interesting stories though.

Here's one, Adam and Eve were the first right. They had three sons. We all came from them. Take a moment to reflect upon this.

I'm a little rusty but wasn't Adam created from dust? Then Eve created to be Adam's companion using his rib? So Eve is kinda sharing the same dna? Wouldn't Eve be considered Adam's relative?

So two relatives hook up to create 3 sons, one of which murders another, leaving 2 sons and mommy/auntie/big sis to populate the earth. Pretty wild man. And god is cool with this, it wanted a world populated through inbreeding. Because god could have made an entirely new woman out of dust, but chose Adam's dna. Just fucking wild man.

To be fair, I think only Abrahamic relgions follow the Adam and Eve storyline. Good thing cause wow its all kinds of messed up.

Ma daddy married ma sister, but it didn't affect me.
 
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Poiter1987

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It is clear that a higher being created this universe; that being is God. It is not wise to insult or question Him. Why anger a higher being? Anyone who is going to take their own life should not insult or question God, just in case their suffering is prolonged in another world.
People with the highest IQs in the world, possessing psychic abilities beyond our own, warn of the dangers of straying from God. And God doesn't have to be the God of organized religions
I don't think it's clear at all.

I think God has more important things to worry about then me.
 
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PAQUITOELCHOCOLATER

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If this supposed god exists, I have zero respect for it. What a sick twisted being.

No, I don't think it exists. There's some interesting stories though.

Here's one, Adam and Eve were the first right. They had three sons. We all came from them. Take a moment to reflect upon this.

I'm a little rusty but wasn't Adam created from dust? Then Eve created to be Adam's companion using his rib? So Eve is kinda sharing the same dna? Wouldn't Eve be considered Adam's relative?

So two relatives hook up to create 3 sons, one of which murders another, leaving 2 sons and mommy/auntie/big sis to populate the earth. Pretty wild man. And god is cool with this, it wanted a world populated through inbreeding. Because god could have made an entirely new woman out of dust, but chose Adam's dna. Just fucking wild man.

To be fair, I think only Abrahamic relgions follow the Adam and Eve storyline. Good thing cause wow its all kinds of messed up.

Ma daddy married ma sister, but it didn't affect me.
God does not have to be the God of religions... Religions are created by man. Why curse God? There is nothing to gain from it, and there may be (no one knows) much to lose.
I don't think it's clear at all.

I think God has more important things to worry about then me.
The reality is that we dont know
 
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snooperdooper

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Jan 27, 2024
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I know that lots of us play simulation games like Ages of Empires or The Sims. We are able to do things in those games like start wars or make somebody drown in a pool just because we don't like the way they treated our special sim because they are not real to us. If there is a God, that is likely the case. He recognizes the pain and torment we are going through but simply does not relate to it because we are not him in any sense or way. Are people evil if they do the things I described? Or do they simply know that those video game characters are not human, the same way that we are not God.

Just food for thought. Don't take it too seriously, or don't take it as an argument for the existence of a God.
 
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Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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if there was ever god that created this universe which i highly doubt given how terrible it is clearly wasn't all knowing because he had to use evolution to create life which is a tool within it self of someone with limited power and knowledge the only reason for believing in creator is to explain how something so complex can appear out of nothingness with all these laws surely something intelligent had to create them that's the usual conclusion but given the absence of god and the fact mathematical truths can exist before anything ever existed gives rise to the possibility of something coming into existence from nothingness if there was a creator he did a terrible job of creating a life worth living through sure if there was a god he would of done a better job than this universe
 
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Poiter1987

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Hey yall, thanks yo everyone thay has contributed this far to this thread. It's great to hear all the different points of view.
 

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