Method This life is tap dancing on my last good nerve.

[unnormal9]

I just did a blood test—this SN is bad from exposure. And I have no $125 laying around for CCS fresh batch to use. I'm self harming like crazy until my appointment which I moved to tomorrow to get this A&D back to get it and leave.
EDIT: Quick check, SN isn't even on CCS anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly frustrating and awful how difficult suicide is, I hate how we are denied the option to reliably exit this world without complications, it's certainly such a cruel punishment feeling trapped here.

 

[Challu]

I just did a blood test—this SN is bad from exposure. And I have no $125 laying around for CCS fresh batch to use. I'm self harming like crazy until my appointment which I moved to tomorrow to get this A&D back to get it and leave.
EDIT: Quick check, SN isn't even on CCS anymore.

Very sorry to hear, please don't take the frustration out on your body. (Ironic )

Do you know why/how your SN was exposed to air? Was it because of a hole?

 

[unnormal9]

Very sorry to hear, please don't take the frustration out on your body. (Ironic )

Do you know why/how your SN was exposed to air? Was it because of a hole?

Yeah very ironic.
It was because I idiotically opened it without being ready to take it then, exposing it like a stupid ass.

It's certainly frustrating and awful how difficult suicide is, I hate how we are denied the option to reliably exit this world without complications, it's certainly such a cruel punishment feeling trapped here.

It's worse because for a while CCS was stocked now it's gone again.
There was SN there, it's gone now.