
Blurry_Buildings
Just Existing
- Sep 27, 2023
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I can't stop thinking about what will happen to my own and everyone elses consciousness when we die. I can't settle on anything to believe in because logically it feels like there is either a problem or some uncomfortable conclusions that can be drawn with every after life related theory. For example..
Reincarnation: Knowing that evolution has been scientifically proven, we know that at some point in time, the earliest humans were biologically nearly identical to apes. Any human alive today, if they built a massive enough family tree, would begin to find apes and then different organisms amongst their direct ancestors. We also know that evolution is a slow but continuous process, and that every new generation of people is slightly more distant from the last one genetically. If this continued uninterrupted into the future, we would eventually see new species emerge. No one generation is significantly different from their parents, but any 2 generations far enough away will be completely different.
If reincarnation was real, why would we only reincarnate into humans? Would it even be possible to only reincarnate into another human when humanity is continuously evolving? What would be the difference between reincarnating into a human many generations ahead of you with a completely different genetic makeup and reincarnating into a proto-human many generations behind you? What would be the difference between that and reincarnating into the ape you are directly descended from, or an organism many years into the future that is directly descended from you (or modern humanity)? In my opinion, the answer is that there is no difference between reincarnating into a human who is genetically very different and reincarnating into a different organism entirely. This would mean that we really reincarnate into every living organism on the planet, and maybe beyond as well. An endless cycle of consciousness where we not only suffer through the difficult lives of many humans, but also wild animals and micro organisms, which likely have considerably more miserable lives.
Heaven and hell: The concept of heaven makes no sense to me. Who would desire an eternity of constant happiness? Happiness only exists in relation to sadness (and maybe in relation to feeling "ok"). Without an end to the state of happiness, there is no meaning in being happy. Will the residents of heaven not go insane from the mediocrity that inevitably would come from constant eternal happiness and fulfillment? How could they deal with the purposelessness of their life in heaven knowing that nothing will ever end. How does that serve as a reward for the people who did good deeds in life?
On the other hand, hell is supposedly a place of eternal suffering for those who have sinned. Unlike heaven there doesnt seem to be any contradictions between what it does and what it is supposed to do. Hell is made to punish evil people and it does this by causing them eternal suffering. If we assume that the suffering is like the physical pain of being burned alive then whatever emotions that someone may have, they could still be described as suffering in hell. My confusion with this is why a god who loves every single person would subject many of them to eternal torture for a finite amount of sin, or even worse, subject them to eternal torture for not believing in him (/her/them). Wouldnt an all knowledgeable being responsible for all of humanity/creation be more likely to not be that narcissistic, unloving, and petty that they would punish finite evil or disbelief with infinite suffering? And wouldn't god be more likely to have the foresight to make heaven not involve meaningless eternal happiness and fulfillment, for the sake of the people there? Maybe not, and maybe god is that petty, unloving, and narcissitic if he supposedly made all of humanity as a reflection of himself (/herself). The general idea of an eternal happiness doesnt make sense and an eternal punishment for some of humanity doesnt sound feasible unless god is morally bankrupt.
Nothing at all: This is what makes the most sense to me, personally. I kill myself and the consciousness generated from my brain ends with the end of my brain. I exist and then I cease to, like before I was born. It is also to me a better outcome than heaven or hell, or a reincarnation that involves reincarnating into organisms that are not human. If this (dying and then ceasing to exist in any way) is what really happens though, why does humanity or life in general exist in the first place? Why does the universe exist? There is a reason if there is some higher power controlling heaven and hell, or facilitating reincarnation. But in a world where we materialize from nothing and return to nothing with no god, it makes no sense why life and humanity came to exist. There was no need for the universe, and no reason for it to exist.
Reincarnation: Knowing that evolution has been scientifically proven, we know that at some point in time, the earliest humans were biologically nearly identical to apes. Any human alive today, if they built a massive enough family tree, would begin to find apes and then different organisms amongst their direct ancestors. We also know that evolution is a slow but continuous process, and that every new generation of people is slightly more distant from the last one genetically. If this continued uninterrupted into the future, we would eventually see new species emerge. No one generation is significantly different from their parents, but any 2 generations far enough away will be completely different.
If reincarnation was real, why would we only reincarnate into humans? Would it even be possible to only reincarnate into another human when humanity is continuously evolving? What would be the difference between reincarnating into a human many generations ahead of you with a completely different genetic makeup and reincarnating into a proto-human many generations behind you? What would be the difference between that and reincarnating into the ape you are directly descended from, or an organism many years into the future that is directly descended from you (or modern humanity)? In my opinion, the answer is that there is no difference between reincarnating into a human who is genetically very different and reincarnating into a different organism entirely. This would mean that we really reincarnate into every living organism on the planet, and maybe beyond as well. An endless cycle of consciousness where we not only suffer through the difficult lives of many humans, but also wild animals and micro organisms, which likely have considerably more miserable lives.
Heaven and hell: The concept of heaven makes no sense to me. Who would desire an eternity of constant happiness? Happiness only exists in relation to sadness (and maybe in relation to feeling "ok"). Without an end to the state of happiness, there is no meaning in being happy. Will the residents of heaven not go insane from the mediocrity that inevitably would come from constant eternal happiness and fulfillment? How could they deal with the purposelessness of their life in heaven knowing that nothing will ever end. How does that serve as a reward for the people who did good deeds in life?
On the other hand, hell is supposedly a place of eternal suffering for those who have sinned. Unlike heaven there doesnt seem to be any contradictions between what it does and what it is supposed to do. Hell is made to punish evil people and it does this by causing them eternal suffering. If we assume that the suffering is like the physical pain of being burned alive then whatever emotions that someone may have, they could still be described as suffering in hell. My confusion with this is why a god who loves every single person would subject many of them to eternal torture for a finite amount of sin, or even worse, subject them to eternal torture for not believing in him (/her/them). Wouldnt an all knowledgeable being responsible for all of humanity/creation be more likely to not be that narcissistic, unloving, and petty that they would punish finite evil or disbelief with infinite suffering? And wouldn't god be more likely to have the foresight to make heaven not involve meaningless eternal happiness and fulfillment, for the sake of the people there? Maybe not, and maybe god is that petty, unloving, and narcissitic if he supposedly made all of humanity as a reflection of himself (/herself). The general idea of an eternal happiness doesnt make sense and an eternal punishment for some of humanity doesnt sound feasible unless god is morally bankrupt.
Nothing at all: This is what makes the most sense to me, personally. I kill myself and the consciousness generated from my brain ends with the end of my brain. I exist and then I cease to, like before I was born. It is also to me a better outcome than heaven or hell, or a reincarnation that involves reincarnating into organisms that are not human. If this (dying and then ceasing to exist in any way) is what really happens though, why does humanity or life in general exist in the first place? Why does the universe exist? There is a reason if there is some higher power controlling heaven and hell, or facilitating reincarnation. But in a world where we materialize from nothing and return to nothing with no god, it makes no sense why life and humanity came to exist. There was no need for the universe, and no reason for it to exist.