The worst part of my day...

[Sunny-Moon]

The absolute worst part of my day is the moment my eyes open and I'm awake each morning.

Waking up and realizing I'm still alive, that I didn't die in my sleep...

It's excruciating and painful. The disappointment is crushing. I wish for a peaceful death in my sleep daily, and it never happens.

I don't want to be here anymore.

 

[outrider567]

The absolute worst part of my day is the moment my eyes open and I'm awake each morning.

Waking up and realizing I'm still alive, that I didn't die in my sleep...

It's excruciating and painful. The disappointment is crushing. I wish for a peaceful death in my sleep daily, and it never happens.

I don't want to be here anymore.

I feel the same way, was reading that dying in your sleep can indeed be peaceful, but these almost always occur with pre-existing health conditions, its rare to die in your sleep with no known health problems, so and I are both shit out of luck

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The absolute worst part of my day is the moment my eyes open and I'm awake each morning.

Waking up and realizing I'm still alive, that I didn't die in my sleep...

It's excruciating and painful. The disappointment is crushing. I wish for a peaceful death in my sleep daily, and it never happens.

I don't want to be here anymore.

Mine too.

 

[TDF]

I have the same feeling, almost angry that I woke up and can't sleep anymore. And at night I feel a lot more relaxed as I know I would soon fall asleep and not have to deal with the emotions while I sleep, although I have also been having some horrific dreams

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly think it's such a dreadful thing to wake up, I find it horrible how we cannot just choose to escape from all the suffering in such a way, the only thing that appeals to me is not existing for all eternity where everything is forgotten about, it just sounds so peaceful and ideal.