Crematoryy
Autophagic Loneliness
- Feb 12, 2025
- 232
"You are capable of doing things you have never imagined; and imagining things you have never been able to do."
When I was younger I thought this way, believing that I had the power to be anywhere I wanted -- but it was a lie. I believed that I could be anyone I wanted, as long as I tried hard enough -- but it was a lie.
But I can't, I am not. Life has always contradicted my beliefs, telling me who I should be, imposing limits and conspiring against me. I have declared war on existence and I will not let it determine my end. I will choose when I will die, and not have things dictate it for me.
When I was younger I thought this way, believing that I had the power to be anywhere I wanted -- but it was a lie. I believed that I could be anyone I wanted, as long as I tried hard enough -- but it was a lie.
But I can't, I am not. Life has always contradicted my beliefs, telling me who I should be, imposing limits and conspiring against me. I have declared war on existence and I will not let it determine my end. I will choose when I will die, and not have things dictate it for me.
