Venting The urge to get worse

[dollofyarn]

I feel like the title really speaks for itself here. I feel like I should sh more, become skinnier, look more dead on the outside so people take me more seriously. I wanna cut all my hair off. I wanna look disgusting and ugly.

 

[iveseenfootage]

The sad thing is no matter how bad you get, nobody will really care and I don't really blame them. At least in my experience.

 

[vyvanceandvodka]

so real. it's all i've known since i was 13. i love being happy but the sadness can sometimes be comforting in a sick way :(

 

[turtle2]

I get the urge. In reality, it won't change a thing. People will avoid you, even more than before , because your pain makes them uncomfortable at best.

 

[kufajoy]

I did almost all of them. No one actually cared what i going through.