a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Is this some sort of vegan sextoy?
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
What a strange and boring day its been. Hopefully I can get into something interesting tonight.
a.n.kirillov
velle non discitur
- Nov 17, 2019
- 1,831
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
It has its good and bad days. It has been a bit slow lately though. The Sink thread had the same issue at times.
i just wanted to say hi :)
I survived the worst of my suicidality, multiple attempts, including being sectioned involuntarily by the police/mental health professionals. If you're seeing this message and you recognize me, i'm glad youre still here.
I want to pay forward what this community and certain people like BlueWidow have done for me. I thought about posting a thread in recovery about my experience to see if that would be helpful to other people, but i figured i could soundboard it here first.
Do you guys have any ideas for how i could contribute something back to this community?
I survived the worst of my suicidality, multiple attempts, including being sectioned involuntarily by the police/mental health professionals. If you're seeing this message and you recognize me, i'm glad youre still here.
I want to pay forward what this community and certain people like BlueWidow have done for me. I thought about posting a thread in recovery about my experience to see if that would be helpful to other people, but i figured i could soundboard it here first.
Do you guys have any ideas for how i could contribute something back to this community?
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Holy shit, look who it is! I've wondered what happened to you.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Doing a bit better than a few days ago of vomiting up blood.
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Holy shit, why were you vomiting blood? Good to hear your doing better tho.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
My mom didn't want me to go to the hospital and called me selfish for wanting to go because I could potentially infect my grandma with Corona if I got it from there. I ended up going to the hospital a day later because it wasn't getting any better and I was diagnosed with a UTI and given Zofran and antibiotics.
I don't like your mom calling you selfish for wanting to go to the hospital and look after your own health.
Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,937
i think i'm losing my last irl friend to my depression. i try not to be sad all of the time but it's difficult sometimes when there is nothing else to think about. and i try to get her to talk about other things and everything but she won't really engage... im gonna be alone soon...
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
we have lost some members who were really active,
I've not been on my pointless drunken ramblings,
I dunno? so much serious stuff is being posted here its hard to find the confidence to lighten it up with random shit for fear of being rude or something
TBH I've noticed a lot of social media and forums have gone really low key recently, I would have thought more people at home, more people online, but it's not been the case
PS
I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE
apart from the people in this forum, this forum is full of understanding people
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SpareWheel
I go on holidays by mistake
- May 4, 2020
- 354
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
RM5998
Sack of Meat
- Sep 3, 2018
- 2,202
...
Every time someone says that they're drinking, it just reminds me how good being drunk felt.
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Yep, I'm drinking to try and blank my mind off shit I read about me this morning! Id rather be drunk and happy then sober and fucking miserable, Hoping this stuff kicks in soon
Music is on, good start, now to hit the second stronger rum!
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Music and liquor, I think that sounds like a plan for today.Yep, I'm drinking to try and blank my mind off shit I read about me this morning! Id rather be drunk and happy then sober and fucking miserable, Hoping this stuff kicks in soon
Music is on, good start, now to hit the second stronger rum!
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
its nearly 4pm where I am , this is how my conversations are currently going:
Brick In The Wall
2M Or Not 2B.
- Oct 30, 2019
- 25,158
Drinking, music, AND shit talking!? Damnit now that is a good time
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
Drinking, music, AND shit talking!? Damnit now that is a good time
I'm on one today! that's for sure! War*hall and Watt White are my go to music today, country rock kinda mix,
How you doing?.
I think just posting your experience in recovery would be useful for people to read.
ab2south
Member
- May 7, 2020
- 43
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
ab2south
Member
- May 7, 2020
- 43
Soulless_Angel
existence is futile
- Jul 10, 2019
- 2,225
I don't know your story, but really hope you are coping as best as you can in that situation
