MichaelNomad123

MichaelNomad123

Jesus
Oct 15, 2020
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I'm having one of those days. One of those weeks really. As a consequence I've found myself reflecting on broken relationships and the past. I'm just making a note of it.
 
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Garbage Person

Garbage Person

Eating snowflakes with plastic forks
Jan 17, 2020
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@MichaelNomad123 I hope you can collect what pieces you need from the past to help restore your current foundation and move forward. Hope your week turns around too man.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Shit, on Wednesday I've been here a whole year too! (Unless I end it before Wednesday, which is highly unlikely to happen.) We joined almost at the same time then, so you're my brother in that respect too. :) I have mixed feelings about still being here one year later, but I see it as a victory that I'm still alive, as things still can get better, althought the odds could have been better.

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I remember when you joined, you were one of my favorite members even back then. Happy 1 year to you too brother!

I understand the mixed feelings and I see it as a small victory myself. The time just hasn't come for either one of us yet. There's no need to rush it.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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The time just hasn't come for either one of us yet. There's no need to rush it.

Words of great truth. That's a worry for another day. I hope both of us will get out of this alive.

Brothers and sisters in pain, I don't know on which day you celebrate Halloween, but over here it's today, so I wish you all Happy Halloween! Today, you must watch a horror movie and eat some candy. It's not negotiable. The Sensei has spoken.

Halloween
 
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stygal

stygal

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Oct 29, 2020
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Any spooky movie recommendations?
Nothing to gory just want to be spoked.
 
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Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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If you like classic horror, I really recommend this one. It scared the living hell out of me for sure.

 
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stygal

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Ooohh with my bb Daniel...looks good, thanks :)
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Oct 30, 2019
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Brothers and sisters in pain, I don't know on which day you celebrate Halloween, but over here it's today, so I wish you all Happy Halloween! Today, you must watch a horror movie and eat some candy. It's not negotiable. The Sensei has spoken.

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I'm horror obsessed so this is my favorite time of year. When I can actually seem somewhat normal with my obsession of all things macabre. Happy Halloween to everyone!

Some quick recommendations.. I Saw The Devil, Train to Busan, Terrifier, Clown, Midsommar, Drag Me To Hell, Suspiria, The House That Jack Built, Oculus, The Autopsy of Jane Doe, Baskin, The Wailing, The Witch, Green Room, Hereditary, Color Out of Space, The Void, Hush, The Wretched, It Follows, Daniel Isn't Real, Starry Eyes, It Comes At Night, Would You Rather.
 
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stygal

stygal

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Train to Busan, The house that jack build and Daniel isn't real were sooo good! I'll check some of the others out - thanks
 
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Shit, on Wednesday I've been here a whole year too! (Unless I end it before Wednesday, which is highly unlikely to happen.) We joined almost at the same time then, so you're my brother in that respect too. :) I have mixed feelings about still being here one year later, but I see it as a victory that I'm still alive, as things still can get better, althought the odds could have been better.

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And the hours go by like minutes
And the shadows come to stay
So you take a little something
To make them go away

And I could have done so many things, baby
If I could only stop my mind from wondering what
I left behind and from worrying about this wasted time


Glad you are still here @Sensei
 
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Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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I'm horror obsessed so this is my favorite time of year. When I can actually seem somewhat normal with my obsession of all things macabre. Happy Halloween to everyone!

Some quick recommendations.. I Saw The Devil, Train to Busan, Terrifier, Clown, Midsommar, Drag Me To Hell, Suspiria, The House That Jack Built, Oculus, The Autopsy of Jane Doe, Baskin, The Wailing, The Witch, Green Room, Hereditary, Color Out of Space, The Void, Hush, The Wretched, It Follows, Daniel Isn't Real, Starry Eyes, It Comes At Night, Would You Rather.

Damn, you know your horror. I hearby bestow you the title The King of Horror of Sanctioned Suicide.
 
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Damn, you know your horror. I hearby bestow you the title The King of Horror of Sanctioned Suicide.
Custom header! Now I want one! do me @Sensei do me!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Damn, you know your horror. I hearby bestow you the title The King of Horror of Sanctioned Suicide.
Thanks man! That was just a quick list, I'd still be rambling off titles otherwise :))

Custom header! Now I want one! do me @Sensei do me!
King Potato of OCD! :))
 
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K-O

K-O

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all these are fantastic!!! horra buff myself..
but what about new goodiez?? anything?? baaa!!!
I luv you dear but now I show my age...whaaaaa? LOL :love:
From now on thou shalt be called the King of Doomsday Scenarios.
Changed.
Edit: bloody archaeologist, you can't take them anywhere. Least of all the end of the world. :pfff:
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Day 6-7 of barely any ctb thoughts. Ever since I took the weed, it's like it kicked me out of my depressive episode. I still have ctb thoughts, but they feel a lot more manageable. Weed did more for me than meds ever did which is kinda sad lol. I just wish I could always take it.
 
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Sensei

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Day 6-7 of barely any ctb thoughts. Ever since I took the weed, it's like it kicked me out of my depressive episode. I still have ctb thoughts, but they feel a lot more manageable. Weed did more for me than meds ever did which is kinda sad lol. I just wish I could always take it.

If it makes you less suicidal, it's a good thing. Life is always priority one.
 
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Day 6-7 of barely any ctb thoughts. Ever since I took the weed, it's like it kicked me out of my depressive episode. I still have ctb thoughts, but they feel a lot more manageable. Weed did more for me than meds ever did which is kinda sad lol. I just wish I could always take it.
That's fantastic. I'm not versed in taking weed (save for my time at uni where Johnny was on speed dial and used to intercept us on the way to Mandela Court). Is there any way you can take it chronically as a medication rather than simply 'recreationally?' I'm interested cuz I'd love a way to stop drinking but still have something to look forward to.
 
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Tried kratom?
No. Heard of it in passing but no knowledge of it whatsoever. Thing is, I like booze, it makes me a better person, I really think it does. But it ruins my body. I wish I could have something to use that would be more benign but allow me a temporary positive change in consciousness. Kratom...researching now.
 
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So sorry to hear about @Deafsn0w and @Raven Moon :aw:
No. Heard of it in passing but no knowledge of it whatsoever. Thing is, I like booze, it makes me a better person, I really think it does. But it ruins my body. I wish I could have something to use that would be more benign but allow me a temporary positive change in consciousness. Kratom...researching now.
It's Mitragynine. No, I'm not taking that, I'm not taking an alkaloid that acts on opioid receptors, that's not for me.
I was thinking more along the lines of shrooms in small doses, but I've no knowledge in that area.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
So sorry to hear about @Deafsn0w and @Raven Moon :aw:
I dunno if that was an intentional part of the post or a mistake. But I feel the same way. :hug: :aw:
 
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anothing

anothing

Down bad
Aug 24, 2020
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Hi, I'm new
 
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anothing

anothing

Down bad
Aug 24, 2020
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thanks, ocd is a bitch, my friends hate me, ahhh
 
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