Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
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Fucking love this forum today,
that is all......
 
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Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I have days I ignore, then I have days like today where I just cant shut up!
I don't even have to be dead to haunt this place. I've been trying to take days off a little more often now though.
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Just talked to my mother after five months of silence between us.

She is still clueless. I don't know why I thought this would be a good idea. My parents created this mess of a person, why do I keep falling into the childish belief that they could help me overcome it?
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I returned to just see what's going on... but then I realized I didn't want to spend time reading anything
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831

Journalist at one of germanys biggest news outlets killed himself. In the first paragraph of his obituary, they wrote "we disagree with his decision".
 
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Brick In The Wall

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Journalist at one of germanys biggest news outlets killed himself. In the first paragraph of his obituary, they wrote "we disagree with his decision".
Wow, who the fuck do they think they are to write that on his obit!? No one asked their opinion on it.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
Oh nothing, I just stop in every so often to see what's here, what people, or who isn't.

Life keeps me too busy to come in much lol

Understandable
Hope Life is OK as can be x
 
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faraway_beach

Seawater and stardust
Dec 30, 2019
360
When I was first diagnosed with what turned out to be pancreatic cancer, my doctor told me to go home and have a martini. I didn't, although that's probably what he did. I can't get ahold of my MMJ lately, so I finally tried brandy instead, and I just can't do it. Tastes great, very relaxing, my gut hates it.

(Side note: when my dad was in the hospital, I was talking with one of the young doctors about MMJ. He was unsure whether it was a good idea for me, and asked how I'd feel if a doctor used it. I asked how he'd feel about a doctor having a beer after work; I was intending to equate MMJ with beer. To my surprise, he responded emphatically that I'd better hope the doctor has a beer if I want him to go to work the next day! Then he realized the analogy I was trying to make. Apparently there are an awful lot of people just coping with life via mind-altering substances of varying kinds.)
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
When I was first diagnosed with what turned out to be pancreatic cancer, my doctor told me to go home and have a martini. I didn't, although that's probably what he did. I can't get ahold of my MMJ lately, so I finally tried brandy instead, and I just can't do it. Tastes great, very relaxing, my gut hates it.

(Side note: when my dad was in the hospital, I was talking with one of the young doctors about MMJ. He was unsure whether it was a good idea for me, and asked how I'd feel if a doctor used it. I asked how he'd feel about a doctor having a beer after work; I was intending to equate MMJ with beer. To my surprise, he responded emphatically that I'd better hope the doctor has a beer if I want him to go to work the next day! Then he realized the analogy I was trying to make. Apparently there are an awful lot of people just coping with life via mind-altering substances of varying kinds.)
Sorry what is MMJ?
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,388
Any sentence with the word Reddit in it is instantly a red flag lol.

:pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff:
Looks fancy, this is what I drink when I want to make bad decisions and piss people off. It's a smooth drink that'll leave you waking up the next day with guaranteed regrets.

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I don't think any regrets could possibly be worse that still being alive. :)):devil::wink::aw:
I am German so of course
But don't mix it with beer
It goes with and not into the beer


Agreed … It should not be mixed. :heart: My early to mid 20's were an Oktoberfest. :ohhhh: :pfff::devil:
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Decided to buy some today so cheers
IMG 20200610 2351054912
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
I always liked Jameson's Irish Whisky myself. I know it's sacrilege but I preferred it to most Scotch whiskeys. Lovely smooth peaty taste.
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
I always liked Jameson's Irish Whisky myself. I know it's sacrilege but I preferred it to most Scotch whiskeys. Lovely smooth peaty taste.
That's some cheap stuff ... but it's okay I've been there
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
It's is cheap indeed. I still preferred the taste to good scotch. And you can get 12 year old stuff but I've never tried it.
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
We should stop glorifying alcohol here now. From now on I want to see only health foods advertised.

And by health foods I mean eggs, bacon, raw beef and butter

While we're at it
 
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Matthias_k

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Apr 18, 2020
247
We should stop glorifying alcohol here now. From now on I want to see only health foods advertised.
And by health foods I mean eggs, bacon, raw beef and butter


Hey cutie, howya doin ? First time I see ya :heart: I know some great grazing places if you ever wanna hang out.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
@a.n.kirillov looks like you made a new friend :wink:
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Yeah ... that's something I try very hard to avoid doing though
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
I wanted today to be slow....:
New huge project in a sense given
Program for payroll things (that only "works" when they're done today) has to be debugged after thousands of lines of code changed
Phone issues
Other random crap.

Like come on!
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
Fighting drug addictions for most of my life and trying not to be an asshole, that's some tough shit....
 
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Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
4,005
Spent like 3 hours debugging a program because 1 person didn't work right, and I had to track down if it was a program issue (that made over 1000 lines of code changes,... probably closer to 2000 since the last update--and it had to be pushed out yesterday.

Or if it was something else.... at least I found the issue, but still... it was irritating. I'd say it'd make me wanna drink, but I'd just settle for my migraine to go away lol
 
Sdj

Sdj

In this life like weeds, you're a rock to me
Aug 1, 2019
43
Spent like 3 hours debugging a program because 1 person didn't work right, and I had to track down if it was a program issue (that made over 1000 lines of code changes,... probably closer to 2000 since the last update--and it had to be pushed out yesterday.

Or if it was something else.... at least I found the issue, but still... it was irritating. I'd say it'd make me wanna drink, but I'd just settle for my migraine to go away lol

Sounds like a typical gig programming... what language you writing? I'm doing mostly Go nowadays with an increasingly larger focus on devops stuff (Docker, Kubernetes, all that crap)
 

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