The second I’m left alone

[Noonespecial]

I've been feeling worse and worse as time goes on. I had a plan for September but honestly if I'm left alone anytime soon I'm just going to do it I don't care anymore.

 

[faust]

Hi,
Do you feel better when you are alone or with somebody else?
I know how it feels, I am alone all the time and I am digging the hole at the bottom of a deep ocean.
But I have to be patient.
Feel free to talk if you need us!

 

[s1mplem3]

Even if you left alone please keep in mind that you're not actually, I'm here for you and I'm not going to leave you alone.

 

[Noonespecial]

Hi,
Do you feel better when you are alone or with somebody else?
I know how it feels, I am alone all the time and I am digging the hole at the bottom of a deep ocean.
But I have to be patient.
Feel free to talk if you need us!

It depends sometimes I'm better with people around sometimes I'm just as depressed around people.

Even if you left alone please keep in mind that you're not actually, I'm here for you and I'm not going to leave you alone.

Thanks

 

[faust]

It depends sometimes I'm better with people around sometimes I'm just as depressed around people.

Thanks

Sorry, it is very hard to be suicidal 12 years in a row. Is there anything that, may be, helps you distract? I mean something that does not leave you alone with your thoughts? Or it is a constant desire?

 

[Noonespecial]

Sorry, it is very hard to be suicidal 12 years in a row. Is there anything that, may be, helps you distract? I mean something that does not leave you alone with your thoughts? Or it is a constant desire?

I mean there's stuff that's distracting but it never really goes away

 

[faust]

I mean there's stuff that's distracting but it never really goes away

Oh, I am sorry to hear that... Did you try to recover before or all the attempts were vain?