Venting the pain of remembering

[piercedwounds]

It feels like I'm the only person who cant move on from things people have done to me and things I've been through, I always remember them and it always comes back to haunt me and remind me of the pain.
I feel like everyone else forgets about past friendships and relationships yet I can't seem too, always think about people and miss them it's part of the reason I hate making friends and getting close to people. Feel like everyone around me gets to be happy and I just can't ever no matter how hard I try. Just feel like a weak and pathetic person.

Srry for the dumb rant I just had to let it out ^_^

 

[futurecorpse]

I can relate to this. I hold onto grudges and a lot of unpleasant feelings from the past. It's hard to let go and move on. Idk how other people do it, but I'm guessing it's because they don't get easily attached like I do. I also have ptsd, so it makes it harder for me to simply "get over it." Your rant isn't dumb at all and I'm sure other people can share similar experiences

 

[Anonymousa]

No need to say sorry <3 I feel the same way. I feel like I can't get over other people leaving me as that makes me feel like I have failed them and I am of less worth. Only way for me to sort of get over it is to find another person but each abandonment still effects me and has me more sacred of it happening again. I also can't get over memories of school and while I feel better now that I don't have to deal with that anymore, I feel like its negatively effected me in how I can handle work now.

 

[DarkestSoul]

Never be sorry for who you are.
And never be sorry for what you or who you are not or you never tried to be for them and may be that's why they left.
They'll regret it sooner or later.
I've experienced this and people regretting it later on and coming back to me.

So never be sorry for who you really are.

 

[lawr]

Right? I never understood how people just "get it together" and move on. Like these things don't hurt. Like they don't leave you with an emptiness that NEEDS to be filled. You're not weak or pathetic at all. People just process things differently.