the pain of living for others

[waverinthought]

Living for other people's desires for me and what they need from me has honestly made me feel entitled to how I want to CTB. I feel like if I can get to the point where I've given them everything and exhausted myself I'm well within my right to tap out. To complicate the issue, I have someone in my life I simply can't leave behind. He's everything to me and part of the only way I can give my all is to be by his side. I feel really sad that I'm at the point where I don't even care to live for myself, and this one special person holds my hand through life. They don't deserve that. I wish I wasn't like this. I would give anything to be anyone but myself.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't believe that any of us are obligated to continue existing here, we all have our right to die but I do understand that it's a difficult situation to be in where there are other people, I guess that after all it's always up to the individual whether to delay their inevitable fate or not. But anyway best wishes.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Loved ones chain the suicidal to life wether they are aware of it or not.
If suicide was accepted in society we could all get Nembutal and have the blessing of loved ones to finally exit our tormented existence.