Help The only reason I haven't gone through my attempt is because I'm scared of permanent brain damage

[thenobrainer]

Idk how i can overcome this fear. becase i really want to die. but i do NOT want to have permanent brain damage and lose the ability to talk, move, think and stuff and STILL be alive. i won't even be able to kill myself later on. So wanted some advice as to how i can overcome this.

 

[Yogih212]

I got the same worry, I have SN arriving sometime soon and I want to make sure I do it right the first time, got meto too, can't have anyone be there either, just have to make sure no one can intervene I guess

 

[thenobrainer]

Valid tbh. and for me, i know nobody will intervene, but my only worry is that my plan isn't good enough to die from, but its good enough to get permanent brain damage from.

 

[MyPropellerWontSpin]

scared of the same thing, but I've been reading a lot about my preferred method and that has subsided the fear, my advice would be to do as much research as possible, good luck <3

 

[thenobrainer]

I'm gonna do that. Tysm

 

[NegevChina]

My method is Nitrogen + exit bag and I'm worried about the same thing. It might work partially, but not enough for me to CTB, and I will suffer brain damage. There is no 100% reliable method so the best i can do is research and plan as good as I can.

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand and I also feel the same, it's so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, the fact that the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer again is denied is such terrible, extreme cruelty.

It's criminal to me how people even have to fear ending up way more tortured in the first place, I always suffer so unbearably from existing in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, all I want is to be gone, I always find it so torturous and painful to be trapped in this existence, I hope you find peace.