BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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And we are all here for the same reason. Who needs to be fake?
That's why I like coming here because I don't have to be fake. I can discuss my plans openly knowing that I'm not gonna be judged and nobody's gonna try to stop me.
This is the only place you can go where it's an acceptable option to ctb. IRL everyone just expects me to keep trying to get help for my thyroid and all my other issues, even though I've been trying to get help for most of them for 25 years or more with nothing to show for it. IRL that's not enough. It's just expected that you're going to keep trying, even if you know you're just wasting your time.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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When I'm quiet I'm plotting ways to kill everyone... I mean... uhhhhh.....

Actually I'm usually just having a panic attack.

But when I talk I'm a sass master and people want me to shut up so....
I apologize. The picture of my cooking brought on a panic attack.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I've been able to laugh since like Dec 23rd

Then I realized what happened that date lol
We have been laughing since we put up this thread ;)
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

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Dec 25, 2019
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I think it scares them because when something happens, one of the first things you see on the news is some person being interviewed who says "Well, he (or she) was a quiet person". They don't know what's going on in your head or what you're planning.
Therefore, they can't control you as well if they don't know what you're planning or what you're thinking. It scares them.

Lots of people don't like to hear the truth.
It's just sad that people that were scared of me included even my parents. Yes! My own mom told me ,,Please just don't became murderer in the future" only because I wasn't hanging out with anyone outside of my school and i prefered to just sit at home and read books as teenager.
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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It's just sad that people that were scared of me included even my parents. Yes! My own mom told me ,,Please just don't became murderer in the future" only because I wasn't hanging out with anyone outside of my school and i prefered to just sit at home and read books as teenager.
I didn't realize reading books equated becoming a murderer. How does that work?
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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I'll admit the things I read on this thread make me laugh...and I hardly laugh or smile these days.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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It's just sad that people that were scared of me included even my parents. Yes! My own mom told me ,,Please just don't became murderer in the future" only because I wasn't hanging out with anyone outside of my school and i prefered to just sit at home and read books as teenager.
Well, we aren't scared of you.... but you need to be scared of @Squiddy . She bites!
I didn't realize reading books equated becoming a murderer. How does that work?
Depends what book you are reading. It could be about Donald Trump!
 
WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

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Nov 4, 2019
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It's just sad that people that were scared of me included even my parents. Yes! My own mom told me ,,Please just don't became murderer in the future" only because I wasn't hanging out with anyone outside of my school and i prefered to just sit at home and read books as teenager.
Apparently when you're quiet, they think you're planning a murder or world domination lol
They must think everyone wants to murder each other all the time.
 
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Carina

Carina

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Sometimes I wonder what would happen if everyone on this board was instantly transported to the same place instantly.... and we all knew who everyone was.
Apparently when you're quiet, they think you're planning a murder or world domination lol
They must think everyone wants to murder each other all the time.

Well... I mean yeah sometimes, but not always.
 
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WhyIsLife56

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Sometimes I wonder what would happen if everyone on this board was instantly transported to the same place instantly.... and we all knew who everyone was.
Well that would be one interesting event.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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Well, we aren't scared of you.... but you need to be scared of @Squiddy . She bites!

Depends what book you are reading. It could be about Donald Trump!
Spongebobangrymob
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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Oct 6, 2019
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I'll admit the things I read on this thread make me laugh...and I hardly laugh or smile these days.
Same here. I said it before somewhere else, but the first person to make me laugh here was @Stan. I loved his deliciously wicked sense of humor. This thread and
@Brick In The Wall's thread will be my lifelines to get through the rest of this holiday season. :happy:
I'll go to Brick's thread when I'm feeling feisty . . . Just add a little rum and . . . :devil:
 
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Carina

Carina

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As long as we're transported with wine, I'd be good.
I was thinking with a backpack with whatever we normally talked about here. So yeah, definately wine/alcohol/etc lol
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

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Dec 25, 2019
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Well, we aren't scared of you.... but you need to be scared of @Squiddy . She bites!

Depends what book you are reading. It could be about Donald Trump!
Well only thing that I was reading that had slightly anything to do with politics was Orwells ,,Year 1984" so I dunno. I don't understand how literature can be in any way suspicious.
 
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Morphinekiss

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I was thinking with a backpack with whatever we normally talked about here. So yeah, definately wine/alcohol/etc lol
So wine and xanax in my case :pfff: :pfff:
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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Well only thing that I was reading that had slightly anything to do with politics was Orwells ,,Year 1984" so I dunno. I don't understand how literature can be in any way suspicious.
Trump's America is a lot like 1984. People don't read today. If someone actually knows how to and likes reading, it is considered abnormal.
 
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Nemeshisu

Nemeshisu

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Dec 25, 2019
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Trump's America is a lot like 1984. People don't read today. If someone actually knows how to and likes reading, it is considered abnormal.
Ha True! Atleast my Polish teacher loved me in highschool because I was reading a lot.
 
Carina

Carina

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Dec 22, 2019
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I wouldn't bring wine with me. It would just end with me having a mental breakdown
Well they'd be magical backpacks that would have whatever you wanted in it --so it'd like read your mind... kind of like mary poppins bag
 
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BlueWidow

BlueWidow

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So wine and xanax in my case :pfff: :pfff:
I tried to get Xanax and my doctor wouldn't give me any. She claimed I was going to get addicted to it after taking it just for a month or so. I think it just worked too well to help me sleep. They don't really seem to like to give you medicine that actually works. :meh:
 
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Worthless_nobody

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Feb 14, 2019
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Trump's America is a lot like 1984. People don't read today. If someone actually knows how to and likes reading, it is considered abnormal.
Your name is pink now! I don't want to de-rail things but I really really hope Trump doesn't get a 2nd election. Good chance I'll be gone before that though hopefully.
 
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Morphinekiss

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Jun 8, 2019
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I tried to get Xanax and my doctor wouldn't give me any. She claimed I was going to get addicted to it after taking it just for a month or so. I think it just worked too well to help me sleep. They don't really seem to like to give you medicine that actually works. :meh:
I've been getting it like candy for 3 years now. I think my psych is dumb, he stares at my tits a lot, and drinks massive amounts of coffee that I suspect may be mixed with some liquor. But he's the only person my insurance covers! Gotta love American healthcare!
 
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Carina

Carina

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Sadly some things with politics "may" have added to my depressive state.
 

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