I've pretty much always been reluctant to do certain things. Mainly domestic chores but- I used to somehow force myself. I think I must have seen enough reason to still do them back then. Things have been going downhill the past year or so to such a reluctant level that it's just awful. It's both- an unpleasant environment to live in and it's an uphill struggle to improve it.
I think that's a big bad symptom of ideation really- that I find myself thinking so often- I hate this. Why am I doing it? It's usually to ensure things get no worse. It may bring me some benefit but, not enough to make the task feel worth the effort. But- how do we even overcome that? If the 'reward' doesn't warrant the effort? Simply put, the equation doesn't balance. Logically speaking then- why is it so hard for people to accept we don't want to participate anymore?
I think that's a big bad symptom of ideation really- that I find myself thinking so often- I hate this. Why am I doing it? It's usually to ensure things get no worse. It may bring me some benefit but, not enough to make the task feel worth the effort. But- how do we even overcome that? If the 'reward' doesn't warrant the effort? Simply put, the equation doesn't balance. Logically speaking then- why is it so hard for people to accept we don't want to participate anymore?
