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knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Specialist
Apr 5, 2025
322
Things just keep getting worse. Today a federal postal worker knocked on my door because they seized the opiates I ordered on the Darknet.

Naturally this scared the shit out of me. I ended up giving them the information they asked for and they told me that since I have no criminal history and is this the first time they will not be arresting me. Federal agents and cops are allowed to lie in order to get information, so I'm just hoping they were telling the truth.

I have been hardcore abusing opiates for about a year and half and now my only source has been cutoff. I only have a day or two left so by the end of the week I will be in for a brutal withdrawal.

I am terrified to face the next 5-10 days.

I am going to try to be strong and hold back some of the pills to take to attempt CBT once my tolerance lowers in a month.

Goddamn this is stressful.
 
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purebliss

purebliss

"Just be happy" =)
Mar 3, 2026
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Things just keep getting worse. Today a federal postal worker knocked on my door because they seized the opiates I ordered on the Darknet.

Naturally this scared the shit out of me. I ended up giving them the information they asked for and they told me that since I have no criminal history and is this the first time they will not be arresting me. Federal agents and cops are allowed to lie in order to get information, so I'm just hoping they were telling the truth.

I have been hardcore abusing opiates for about a year and half and now my only source has been cutoff. I only have a day or two left so by the end of the week I will be in for a brutal withdrawal.

I am terrified to face the next 5-10 days.

I am going to try to be strong and hold back some of the pills to take to attempt CBT once my tolerance lowers in a month.

Goddamn this is stressful.
Fuck man
What the fuck is going on with the seizing and all-

I am sorry man
I hope this is really resolved now. Expect a court case though, please :')
They usually don't just let that slip...
 
knowledgeseeking

knowledgeseeking

Specialist
Apr 5, 2025
322
Fuck man
What the fuck is going on with the seizing and all-

I am sorry man
I hope this is really resolved now. Expect a court case though, please :')
They usually don't just let that slip...
I'm already researching attorneys so I can have them monitor for warrants.

If nothing else this will be CBT motivating.
 
fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
575
Things just keep getting worse. Today a federal postal worker knocked on my door because they seized the opiates I ordered on the Darknet.

Naturally this scared the shit out of me. I ended up giving them the information they asked for and they told me that since I have no criminal history and is this the first time they will not be arresting me. Federal agents and cops are allowed to lie in order to get information, so I'm just hoping they were telling the truth.

I have been hardcore abusing opiates for about a year and half and now my only source has been cutoff. I only have a day or two left so by the end of the week I will be in for a brutal withdrawal.

I am terrified to face the next 5-10 days.

I am going to try to be strong and hold back some of the pills to take to attempt CBT once my tolerance lowers in a month.

Goddamn this is stressful.
So... you informed on your darknet drug-dealer in the hopes of getting leniency instead of refusing to talk with police?

Well, we all make choices I guess. Did they have any independent way of proving you placed the order before you informed on yourself by confessing to the police instead of requesting a lawyer?

I'm not saying you did anything bad... I am just trying to understand how someone would be willing to order drugs on the darknet but wouldn't be willing to get a lawyer before talking with police.

Is there a federal public defender's office you could call? Or could you call your local bar association to see if they have any low cost referrals so you can speak with a criminal defense attorney?
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
560
Not sure if this is accurate. They're busy with serious crimes and not harassing suicidal people. Unusual and annoying, if true.

What was the first expression / first words that came out of their mouth upon initial presentation? The second expression / question?

If you don't mind sharing, you don't have to be specific whatever you're comfortable with. Just want to get a sense for how true this is.
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
663
If you didn't sign for the package ( plausible deniability) and you didn't admit to anything, you would have been fine if you remained silent. Now you're a deplorable snitch… The least you can do is give the dealer a heads up to get some karma back. I suggest users not interact with OP or give them any revealing information. Once a snitch always a snitch.
 
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