knowledgeseeking
Specialist
- Apr 5, 2025
- 322
Things just keep getting worse. Today a federal postal worker knocked on my door because they seized the opiates I ordered on the Darknet.
Naturally this scared the shit out of me. I ended up giving them the information they asked for and they told me that since I have no criminal history and is this the first time they will not be arresting me. Federal agents and cops are allowed to lie in order to get information, so I'm just hoping they were telling the truth.
I have been hardcore abusing opiates for about a year and half and now my only source has been cutoff. I only have a day or two left so by the end of the week I will be in for a brutal withdrawal.
I am terrified to face the next 5-10 days.
I am going to try to be strong and hold back some of the pills to take to attempt CBT once my tolerance lowers in a month.
Goddamn this is stressful.
Naturally this scared the shit out of me. I ended up giving them the information they asked for and they told me that since I have no criminal history and is this the first time they will not be arresting me. Federal agents and cops are allowed to lie in order to get information, so I'm just hoping they were telling the truth.
I have been hardcore abusing opiates for about a year and half and now my only source has been cutoff. I only have a day or two left so by the end of the week I will be in for a brutal withdrawal.
I am terrified to face the next 5-10 days.
I am going to try to be strong and hold back some of the pills to take to attempt CBT once my tolerance lowers in a month.
Goddamn this is stressful.