The end of the year is the worst time to be alive

[notemil3]

You remember all the failures all the time you spent being tormented by your depression you managed to make it through another year without ctb.
Now you have to lie to yourself and tell yourself that things will change in the next year just because the earth made a whole rotation around the sun but the truth is your nightmares still exist and they won't go.away ever

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I truly see it as something so terrible, torturous and dreadful to suffer for another year in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, existence is something so hopeless to me, it just causes pain and suffering and the suffering of existing is endless, every second is torture to be conscious.