The end can’t come soon enough

[Leavesfromthevine]

I'm so tired of dealing with myself. I can't do nothing to improve my life only make it worse. It just leads to even worse thoughts and insomnia.

I wish I could find SN easier I just don't know how to search for sources so if anyone can help guide me in the right direction I'd appreciate it dearly. US based if that helps

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so tired of suffering in this existence, I hate how there isn't the option to just easily and reliably die in peace without complications. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find what you search for.