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MG_39

MG_39

Physically ill suffering couch potato
Jul 5, 2019
211
The reason I wan't to die is not because I hope something good waiting for me. Like most people I want to keep living, but without the unbearable suffering, which is an impossible equation in my case.

What will happen when I die? I guess I just cease to exist. Could it be a heaven and hell? yes of course it's possible, and if that's the case I can't see any reason I would end up in hell, because I'm not a bad person.
 
methylene blue

methylene blue

Member
Sep 17, 2019
31
topic.
we might avoid this life but we aint getting any better with death

how do u cope with this?

any alternative thoughts?
What are you talking about man? As far as I'm concerned, death is the end of life. Life is over, and nothing follows. Life sucks, so when life stops, the sucking will stop. Death is waaaay better! You can't go wrong with being dead!
 
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Blackjack

Blackjack

I’ll be watching...
Aug 6, 2019
777
We don't remember before we were born, we won't remember after we die.
 
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magick'sgone

magick'sgone

And so on it goes....
May 16, 2019
125
These threads over and over again. Full of assumptions of all kinds. No one knows what happens after death. No one. Whatever you personally consider to be most probable is just as likely as whatever you consider to be most ridiculous. Maybe humans can't even comprehend what happens after death, and thus all estimations are equally worthless.
 
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toomuchgrief

a grieving mother
Sep 15, 2019
401
I went through like 10 to 20 episodes of crying and bawling per DAY, for the last 10 months of my life (since the death of my toddler). That not living. Death would be much better for me due to I no longer remember anything, no more grief.

I see death as like being put under anesthesia. I got put under before so I know. It ALL emptiness, ZERO awareness, it just NOTHING. You don't even know there is a round globe thing call Earth, or there countries, or there trees, animals, etc.. let alone know "YOU" exist. No pain, no grief, no happiness, no worrying, no nothing. You don't know anything exist, let alone yourself.

It a good feeling actually, wait, by then you don't even know what good is anymore. Because you don't feel anything anymore.

I take that. Sure is damn better than what I'm living right now. Become nothingness, forget everything is a good thing to me in my case.
 
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Exitforme

Deceased
Oct 3, 2019
85
Yes I agree the unfortunate thing about being dead is that we won't exist to take pleasure in being "not alive".
 
Ruffian

Ruffian

Jumpin Jack Flash, it’s a gas gas gas
Jan 16, 2019
696
Nothingness is like a safety blanket full of absolute resolution. No more worries, no more problems, no more hurt, no more hate and chaos. Life has made me into a bitter person I don't like to be and nothingness would undo all that being a kind clean place where it would erase all the disgusting feelings and painful memories that makes me 'me' and become one with the endless Void. Think of it as a new beginning that'll envelop and embolden your being with indifference. Unlike this world death doesn't discriminate and accepts your faults and imperfections.
Circles you certainly walk softly but carry a big stick.
 
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