Venting That's it. It's all over.

[lorem_ipsum]

I've lost everything, and I don't intend on starting over. No family, no friends, no home, no car, no money, no prospects. I don't want to live anymore. It's too much to handle. I can't even think straight enough to write a coherent post.. but I think I'm genuinely done trying. Everyday I pray to die in my sleep, but I'm a coward. I'm afraid of the unknown and what comes next. that's the only thing keeping me here. I fucking hate it here and I can't bring myself to CTB and it hurts so goddamn much just to be alive.

I need methods. What do you all recommend? I've ruled out hanging (partial seems okay) and guns. Anything else is fair play.

 

[geepeedee]

SN is as close to a guaranteed out as you can get, if you can find some.

 

[lorem_ipsum]

SN is as close to a guaranteed out as you can get, if you can find some.

is there a post here that explains how to ingest it? I hear about ways to take it along with painkillers to make it less tedious, but I can never find anything.

 

[spero_meliora]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. You can find SN information here:

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[lorem_ipsum]

I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. You can find SN information here:

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

sanctioned-suicide.net

thank you