Venting that soul crushing feeling when you realize everything was your fault

[byebyered]

I keep waking up with chest pains & anxiety. I can't breathe. My head won't stop repeating "it's your fault it's your fault it's your fault it's your fault"

I wanna punch the wall with my head

Im taking responsibility. I'm a horrible person & I deserved every bit of pain & suffering I've gone through .

I must be pretty fucking awful if IM alone & Ik multiple shitty people with the best support system. Multiple friends & family. i must be fucking shit lol funny cause I thought I was a good person this whole time

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

I messed up everything in my life as well. Everything. I know exactly how you feel. I cry all say and hate myself nore with each passing day. Pm if you want someone to talk to

 

[Hollowman]

I can relate and I have smashed my head into walls, wouldn't recommend it.