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derekWest

Experienced
Feb 1, 2025
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Hello,

I'm not really consider seriously CTB. But I let me guide by this fluctuent desire to ctb to prepare an effective mean to CTB. Actually, it is a (maybe clumsy) way for me to decrease my fear about probably stay on earth (and suffer...) for again 50 years...

So, by now, i choose 3 means :
- inert gas (humprhy)
- compression (becker)
- drowning (by faint before) (anynimous)

for the 1st, i bought 3 helium tanks, gas detector (co2, o2, h2s,co) and other materials to make tests :
- test the purity of the gas : ok
- test the impermeability of the bag : not really done
- test if the gas faint me like said in the book (inhale gas until faint or during maximum 30s to avoid irreversible damage) : ok (4 tests)
- test if the lack of gas flow for at least 15 minutes is a real problem (pollution by o2 or less probably by co2) : i don't know how make this test...

for the 2nd, i try to simply compress my neck using my fingers and then a belt until i faint, but it didn't work...

for the 3rd, i don't know how do a test in a secure configuration...

thank
 

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