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[cherry7]

Yesterday, I felt like my system had totally given up, had gone into complete apathy with zero motivation and I was sure I was at the beginning stages of a psychogenic death. At one point, my chest started hurting and I wondered if I was going into death in that moment. And the idea terrified me beyond, the experience of being at the edge of the cliff about to go into non existence, about to completely disappear. I didn't know how I could face that and if I decide to CTB, how I would ever face that for real. Thoughts?

 

[FuneralCry]

With non existence there really isn't anything to fear as we simply cease existing, we won't even have awareness of the fact that we are gone. It will just be like how before we were born where time passed and yet we weren't aware of anything. I see non existence as being the best thing possible as it's the end to all suffering, nobody can be harmed by non existence and there are no disadvantages to being dead. And anyway there is no escaping death, it's all that we are destined for, life really is so temporary and insignificant in comparison to the eternity of nonexistence.

 

[cherry7]

With non existence there really isn't anything to fear as we simply cease existing, we won't even have awareness of the fact that we are gone. It will just be like how before we were born where time passed and yet we weren't aware of anything. I see non existence as being the best thing possible as it's the end to all suffering, nobody can be harmed by non existence and there are no disadvantages to being dead. And anyway there is no escaping death, it's all that we are destined for, life really is so temporary and insignificant in comparison to the eternity of nonexistence.

Thanks for the reassurance!

 

[qwerty1969]

With non existence there really isn't anything to fear as we simply cease existing, we won't even have awareness of the fact that we are gone. It will just be like how before we were born where time passed and yet we weren't aware of anything. I see non existence as being the best thing possible as it's the end to all suffering, nobody can be harmed by non existence and there are no disadvantages to being dead. And anyway there is no escaping death, it's all that we are destined for, life really is so temporary and insignificant in comparison to the eternity of nonexistence.

Just wish it would hurry up