Terrified of failing SN

[heavysoul]

I keep pondering the consequences of what may happen if I fail my SN attempt:
What I originally planned on was just taking SN with no additional medication, and if I vomited, to drink more and hope enough absorbs into my system to kill me. But I saw someone mention in a thread that there's an OTC antiemetic (or has ae-adjacent properties, not entirely sure), Dramamine, so I think I'll go ahead and purchase that to perhaps lower my chances of vomiting.

Ok, so I'll figure out my protocol for the timing of when I'll take the Dramamine and when I'll start fasting. But then there's still a fair chance of vomiting and not getting enough absorbed into my body. What if I survive the attempt? There's no way I can simply continue to live my life like normal after that trauma, so I'll probably cave and call emergency medical services. Then my family will find out. My mom would definitely make me get rid of the SN. I'm sure from then on my family would be incredibly vigilant about my activity so I wouldn't even be able to attempt suicide again, at least not for a very long time until they loosen up and start believing that I'm better.

I'd be forced to keep on living in this shitty life, and I'm sure I'd be devastated and angry but wouldn't want to necessarily take it out on anyone because that's just how I am so I would reflect most of the emotions inwards. The pain would be so intense I'd be even more suicidal than before. Maybe after a bit I'd come to love life again, but ultimately I'm sure I'd return to a place of suicidality once again, like I always do.

 

[slightoverlooked]

same here...i also have no meto or benzos.

 

[Halfhourdays]

What's the success rate of SN without an AE?

 

[Unspoken7612]

What's the success rate of SN without an AE?

Nobody knows. This isn't exactly rigorously studied in peer-reviewed literature.

The main goal of an AE isn't to actually prevent vomiting; it seems most people who take an AE do still vomit. The point of meto and similar AEs is to increase gastric emptying, increasing the chances that your body will absorb enough SN. Antihistamines like dramamine don't achieve very much in an SN protocol.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Nobody knows. This isn't exactly rigorously studied in peer-reviewed literature.

The main goal of an AE isn't to actually prevent vomiting; it seems most people who take an AE do still vomit. The point of meto and similar AEs is to increase gastric emptying, increasing the chances that your body will absorb enough SN. Antihistamines like dramamine don't achieve very much in an SN protocol.

And how long does one need to take the meto for? 3 weeks or so? 300 mg?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

i tested 290 miligrams of 5 year old SN . that's less than 1/3 of a gram.

it rocked me man. all day i felt like damn i feel like this alone could kill me . nothing really bad just the feeling of my body was defeated . imo this is different than 30 grams cause imo i'd be out unconscious in 12 minutes. so i wouldn't feel the full effects . i'm not trying to say you'd feel anything bad cause i don't know about 30 grams and you can't feel anything while unconsious.

just saying 290 milligrams is a huge difference from 30 grams and i don't know how anyone would feel taking 30 grams of newer SN.

if i could get newer SN and 30 grams imo i'd be gone 100% no doubt in my mind ,done , imo if i dont' get found within 4 hours.

if my damn si won't call the ER hospital

 

[Lyn]

i tested 290 miligrams of 5 year old SN .

Has this old SN been opened before or has it been sealed all this time since purchase?

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Has this old SN been opened before or has it been sealed all this time since purchase?

it was sealed

i got it 5 years ago when 100s of proffessional company sellers available and sold to individuals in the USA

so it was industrial high quality SN 99.6 % plus purity. with all the documentation.

how the prolifers got everything restricted in 5 years is so evil of the prolifers to take away the escape from extreme torture.. so many people are suffering extremely and have no way out other than to knife , hang themselves , jump off a building, jump under a truck, because the extremely evil pro-lifers and other controllers restricted all suicide methods so much

 

[Unspoken7612]

And how long does one need to take the meto for? 3 weeks or so? 300 mg?

Three weeks is pretty crazy. Remember, these are given as treatment for acute nausea, they can act pretty quickly.

Consult the existing protocols.

 

[FuneralCry]

Trying to die going wrong is also what I'd personally fear, I find it cruel how such could happen as I always wish for the option to simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again with no risks and no more suffering, it's all I hope for. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

per the pph, only the sn is needed for success. the fast, including the liquid part, puts your body essentially in a state to quickly absorb anything that comes in. that's also why the per cup dose is so high. most people don't need the second.

things skew towards failure when base protocol isn't followed, you're discovered quickly, purity is off, and perhaps certain GI conditions I can't speak on.

 

[fadinggirl]

And how long does one need to take the meto for? 3 weeks or so? 300 mg?

I believe most only take it day of or do a 48 hours before protocol. Three weeks seems highly unnecessary as it does not stay in the body that long.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Only SN is needed to be successful. Lots of people do it without the extras. The extras are really only there to make it more comfortable while passing. If you ingest 30gm of SN, you will be unconscious quicktime. I'm pretty sure the only way it would fail would be if your SI kicks in before you pass out or someone finds you. Even if you vomit, you're still likely to pass. It absorbs into your bloodstream quickly, especially if you've fasted before.

 

[Outofoptions1]

Only SN is needed to be successful. Lots of people do it without the extras. The extras are really only there to make it more comfortable while passing. If you ingest 30gm of SN, you will be unconscious quicktime. I'm pretty sure the only way it would fail would be if your SI kicks in before you pass out or someone finds you. Even if you vomit, you're still likely to pass. It absorbs into your bloodstream quickly, especially if you've fasted before.

How sure are you on this?

 

[deadbidaylight]

Quite sure. Obviously I haven't tried it because I'm still here. But there are lots of cases of success this way, and also a good amount of goodbye threads even on here with straight SN.

 

[KillingPain267]

I'm sure from then on my family would be incredibly vigilant about my activity so I wouldn't even be able to attempt suicide again, at least not for a very long time until they loosen up and start believing that I'm better.

Yeah, that's what I fear. If I fail SN my only choice would be to sneak out at night with a rope and a bottle of whiskey and hang myself from a tree branch or lay my neck on train tracks. But I might not have the physical strength anymore or the guts.