Tempted to try 1/2g SN for bed time

[inaminute]

Ive taken 20x100mg morphine sulphate tablets and survived. I'm tempted to chuck 1/2g in my last beer and see what happens
This will include my nightly 300mg quetiapine and 10mg diazepam
I just need out of my current existence right now but not for permanent
Maybe a psych ward stay could help idk but I won't go the full g cos I know that can be lethal. I have 20g and meto for my ACTUAL plan

 

[TimetoGo!]

Ive taken 20x100mg morphine sulphate tablets and survived. I'm tempted to chuck 1/2g in my last beer and see what happens
This will include my nightly 300mg quetiapine and 10mg diazepam
I just need out of my current existence right now but not for permanent
Maybe a psych ward stay could help idk but I won't go the full g cos I know that can be lethal. I have 20g and meto for my ACTUAL plan

 

[inaminute]

I'm in crisis I know I am but having lived with these happening more than i can remember I know it's not a death impulse and it's landed me sectioned and hospitalised for a sum total of about 4 years of my life . But I like to lab rat myself. I know one day I will die by my own hand but not right now, right now I wanna see what just half a g of SN will do if anything. I know of reports of ctb with 1g BUT I've deliberate under eaten for months, I'm so thin my doctors are checking me for cancer to explain my weight loss. If I were honest with them they'd probably gaslight me and ignore how deep my crises can get, so physiologically I'm very vulnerable rn. I'm prescribed 200mcg for my failed thyroid and hashimotos disease so my metabolism plus intentional starving (~300-500 calories a day) does place me at a disadvantage

 

[uzuf86]

There is no "trying" SN. Even 1g can put you on the bus.

 

[sapphoslastpoem]

People have died from ingesting small amounts of SN. There's no sure fire way of knowing whether it will kill you or not but one thing is for sure, ingesting SN doesn't just "take you away temporarily". It's a poison, your body will make you sick because it recognizes that it very well could kill you

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Man, why do people still do this?!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

This is not recommended! What do you actually expect from it? Either you want to die or you don't but risking your (physical) health is stupid.

I drank SN and had mixed feelings after it was over.

First thing, no I will not share with anyone, in a thread or dms where I found my SN. I apologize but it's something I will never be comfortable sharing. I found the source and tested it completely on my own, so it is possible, therefore I will not share my source with anyone. Background my mom...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[Deleted member 65988]

This is not recommended! What do you actually expect from it? Either you want to die or you don't but risking your (physical) health is stupid.

I drank SN and had mixed feelings after it was over.

First thing, no I will not share with anyone, in a thread or dms where I found my SN. I apologize but it's something I will never be comfortable sharing. I found the source and tested it completely on my own, so it is possible, therefore I will not share my source with anyone. Background my mom...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Not only is it stupid but it's just unnecessary at this point because how many times have we seen this happen on the forum and the result is usually no different, the user regrets it and explains how awful the symptoms were but what did you expect if you're going to to do something that reckless when you haven't even prepared to do the regimen.