
DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
Tempted to die after this Saturday. The least I can do is vote and then die. Or not and not really care who wins since the presidential system and politics is a scam
So....I am desperate. Desperate to get across to my family about how shitty they are. Especially my brother who I dont have to go into detail about anymore I think. Basically I fantasize about him seeing me not only dead but also getting a horrible suicide note. Where I blame all my sadness on him, because it really is his fault. He treats me like crap for literally no reason and its time he suffered something. I can imagine him knowing how bad he'd feel knowing that, at 14, he did so much abuse ot me that he basically killed me. I want him to feel guilt forever. He deserves it.
So....I am desperate. Desperate to get across to my family about how shitty they are. Especially my brother who I dont have to go into detail about anymore I think. Basically I fantasize about him seeing me not only dead but also getting a horrible suicide note. Where I blame all my sadness on him, because it really is his fault. He treats me like crap for literally no reason and its time he suffered something. I can imagine him knowing how bad he'd feel knowing that, at 14, he did so much abuse ot me that he basically killed me. I want him to feel guilt forever. He deserves it.