Tell me not to kill myself

[sohopelessandempty]

I just want to hear that people want me alive, I'm not gonna do it but I just want to feel like people actually want me on this Earth

 

[uuser1412]

Don't kill yourself

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Don't kill yourself

Thanks

 

[Max1714]

I just want to hear that people want me alive, I'm not gonna do it but I just want to feel like people actually want me on this Earth

Don't kill yourself we want you here

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Don't kill yourself we want you here

Thank you so much, you don't know what this means to me

 

[Max1714]

Thank you so much, you don't know what this means to me

I know what it's like to have no one. don't give up the world need's more good people like you.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I know what it's like to have no one. don't give up the world need's more good people like you.

Thank you, you too <3 I do have someone but you know what I meant

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I wish I knew what to say because in all honesty, I see life as a prison sentence we received at birth and Earth as an open air concentration camp that I want nothing to do with. For me to say I want someone on this Earth, is to say I want them to suffer, and I don't know if I can say that in good conscience. I do acknowledge that life has some good things in it, and I can only hope those good things can make life worth living for you.

Only advice I can give is, if you do stay alive, do it for your own reasons and not because someone told you to. If you have hobbies you like or places you like going to that make your existence bearable, then stay alive for those things. Enjoy them as much as you possibly can, out of spite for people who only want to make you miserable because you have enough of them in your life from what I've seen in your other posts.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

I wish I knew what to say because in all honesty, I see life as a prison sentence we received at birth and Earth as an open air concentration camp that I want nothing to do with. For me to say I want someone on this Earth, is to say I want them to suffer, and I don't know if I can say that in good conscience. I do acknowledge that life has some good things in it, and I can only hope those good things can make life worth living for you.

Only advice I can give is, if you do stay alive, do it for your own reasons and not because someone told you to. If you have hobbies you like or places you like going to that make your existence bearable, then stay alive for those things. Enjoy them as much as you possibly can, out of spite for people who only want to make you miserable because you have enough of them in your life from what I've seen in your other posts.

I totally understand this, I feel the same way about life a lot. That to live is to suffer. I've been thinking of creating depressive art just to post here bc I'm paranoid if I post that stuff elsewhere it could get reverse image searched and people will find my post here and link it to me. Is this possible or do images from SaSu not show up on google images?

 

[whywere]

Staying alive is hard and fraught with so much and THAT is what makes it both so interesting and terrifying.

BUT overall, the beauty of watching a sunset on a beach, having mountain air slowly move through one's hair, picking up and taking that first bite of a person's favorite food, ah and the list goes on.

This is why you need to stay with us. A bonus is that you are family here and a good friend and, in the context, of it all, is the feeling and the knowledge that you are valuable and make a difference in other folk's lives whether you know it or not.

Hugs, sunshine and fields of lovely spring tulips to you.

Walter

 

[wine is fine but]

I'm not gonna do it

you are not going to take your own life, or you are not going to live?

i probably already sound too pro life on this site, but do not do anything unless you are 100% sure that it is the right thing

a living creature has the chance to see, feel and hear so many beautiful moments in their life. hopefully there are enough of them to make their existence worthwhile. there are many things to live for, and you can enjoy a long and rewarding life while having suicidal thoughts co-existing with any happy thoughts you will hopefully feel too

it is a cliche, but too many people are unhappy about what they do not have, and do not appreciate what they are lucky enough to have. i do it too, so i am not suggesting anyone who does it is wrong, but appreciating the little things makes life, if not great, bearable

 

[ABCDl234]

Don't kill yourself.
Suicide is never a bad thing, but it's still sad when a good person is gone.
I hope something good happens to you. Hugs.
(Sorry if it sounds unnatural, I used a translation tool.)

 

[sohopelessandempty]

you are not going to take your own life, or you are not going to live?

i probably already sound too pro life on this site, but do not do anything unless you are 100% sure that it is the right thing

a living creature has the chance to see, feel and hear so many beautiful moments in their life. hopefully there are enough of them to make their existence worthwhile. there are many things to live for, and you can enjoy a long and rewarding life while having suicidal thoughts co-existing with any happy thoughts you will hopefully feel too

it is a cliche, but too many people are unhappy about what they do not have, and do not appreciate what they are lucky enough to have. i do it too, so i am not suggesting anyone who does it is wrong, but appreciating the little things makes life, if not great, bearable

I meant that I'm not gonna kill myself, I just wanted to hear that people want me alive

Don't kill yourself.
Suicide is never a bad thing, but it's still sad when a good person is gone.
I hope something good happens to you. Hugs.
(Sorry if it sounds unnatural, I used a translation tool.)

It sounds fine to me, thank you for your kind words.

Staying alive is hard and fraught with so much and THAT is what makes it both so interesting and terrifying.

BUT overall, the beauty of watching a sunset on a beach, having mountain air slowly move through one's hair, picking up and taking that first bite of a person's favorite food, ah and the list goes on.

This is why you need to stay with us. A bonus is that you are family here and a good friend and, in the context, of it all, is the feeling and the knowledge that you are valuable and make a difference in other folk's lives whether you know it or not.

Hugs, sunshine and fields of lovely spring tulips to you.

Walter

I really feel cared for here, this is so thoughtful. I hope the best for you too. It's nice to know I make a difference in anyone's lives.

 

[AJwantsToGo]

Don't kill yourself- death will come for us whether we want it or not, enjoy the time you have. You're wanted, if not for you I wouldn't have interacted with the community again. I've been pathetically lurking but this post unlocked a mental barrier I had, so thank you for that. The cool thing about being alive is being able to do whatever the fuck you want, that's how I've been getting by, living for heroin and music. Do whatever the fuck you want today, and if you don't wanna do anything, find hidden comfort within that feeling. Xoxo.

 

[Asahina]

Art is beautiful and probably the reasons I'm still here. To be able to log into a game and see the sights and hear the beautiful bgm is a simple joy, and there is always gonna be a new update or a new game on the horizon. Why does Pokemon Winds and Waves have to be so far out gdi!

I also make depressing music. Even if I often think this world is suffering, making songs screaming about how much I want to die is a simple, yet ironic joy. Even if they are amateurish, my songs are precious to me and I don't want them to die with me, so I gotta stick around for a little while longer.

So don't kill yourself. It sounds like you've been through a lot, and I hope everything works out for you. I'd love it if you made your art, even if you never post here. Maybe we'll meet by chance one day as our usual internet names outside of this site

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Don't kill yourself- death will come for us whether we want it or not, enjoy the time you have. You're wanted, if not for you I wouldn't have interacted with the community again. I've been pathetically lurking but this post unlocked a mental barrier I had, so thank you for that. The cool thing about being alive is being able to do whatever the fuck you want, that's how I've been getting by, living for heroin and music. Do whatever the fuck you want today, and if you don't wanna do anything, find hidden comfort within that feeling. Xoxo.

Thank you :). Unfortunately I can't do whatever I want in my current circumstances but thanks anyway, and there is something comforting about rotting in bed but I'm trying to do that less.

Art is beautiful and probably the reasons I'm still here. To be able to log into a game and see the sights and hear the beautiful bgm is a simple joy, and there is always gonna be a new update or a new game on the horizon. Why does Pokemon Winds and Waves have to be so far out gdi!

I also make depressing music. Even if I often think this world is suffering, making songs screaming about how much I want to die is a simple, yet ironic joy. Even if they are amateurish, my songs are precious to me and I don't want them to die with me, so I gotta stick around for a little while longer.

So don't kill yourself. It sounds like you've been through a lot, and I hope everything works out for you. I'd love it if you made your art, even if you never post here. Maybe we'll meet by chance one day as our usual internet names outside of this site

Maybe, but I hope not because people connecting my SaSu account to my normal social media is one of my biggest fears, especially with what a bad rep this site has gotten by regular people. I like to think that this account is untraceable to my normal social media. I hope things work out for you too.

 

[deny_conformity]

Like others have said, don't kill yourself. You are valued by us random people on SaSu.

I don't think we've ever interacted but you seem like a nice person. We all have our own reasons for being here but I think having a burning desire to CTB brought you here. I am far from pro-life (it would be a difficult position to take when I constantly feel suicidal), I just want people to CTB while being 100% sure it is the right option for them. I'm here mostly to support lonely people like myself with caring eyes and an open heart.

I'm hardly selfless in my pursuit because messaging others makes me feel better, is it selfish to only do these things so you feel less alone?

 

[flowerbomb]

People care for you. Please stay!

 

[sohopelessandempty]

Like others have said, don't kill yourself. You are valued by us random people on SaSu.

I don't think we've ever interacted but you seem like a nice person. We all have our own reasons for being here but I think having a burning desire to CTB brought you here. I am far from pro-life (it would be a difficult position to take when I constantly feel suicidal), I just want people to CTB while being 100% sure it is the right option for them. I'm here mostly to support lonely people like myself with caring eyes and an open heart.

I'm hardly selfless in my pursuit because messaging others makes me feel better, is it selfish to only do these things so you feel less alone?

It's not necessarily selfish, regardless it's sweet of you to help others anyway. And you're right about why I'm here. The desire never truly goes away, but trying to overcome it(or succumb to it depending how life goes). I agree that it's a decision you need to be 100% sure about before making. Thank you for your kind words. You are valued too.

 

[owo]

i really need get more context about to get know what you actually feel. however you definitely should not to. despite on anything happened to you. i know its hard but please dont give up!! :(

 

[LonelyPrince]

Don't kill yourself. I'm sorry for your suffering. I wish I knew the right words to alleviate it just a bit. I wish I could offer the comfort you deserve.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here. I'm in the same boat

 

[doener11]

Don't kill yourself. I don't know you at all, yet I love you and only with you the best. It's hard, but the only way you can feel better is by living!! <33

 

[SoLowHollow48]

I don't really know what everyone's beef here when the topic of "being useful" is brought onto the table. I've seen so many people implying that being useful to others is like being a puppet--that you are only moving, breathing, and existing if a person controls you. And to that I thought. "what a bleak outlook".

If you stay for others and find value in that, I salute you. I think it takes a big heart to accept that living with and for others is pleasurable. Finding meaning in giving to other humans/animals, being kind to them, and letting them know that they themselves are valued by you--is a virtue.

Oftentimes, people focus more on the question of "how useful am I?" and "if I lost my usefulness, is my disposal from others' lives valid?" instead of just going with "this is how far I can push at this state in my life. If others feel that I am not enough, then that's alright. My worth is not determined by how much I can give but by how much I'm willing to give and I've given so far; I've given with much effort and sincerity, rather than to not give at all and that fucking matters."

There's so much beauty in the way that people give even in their darkest moments. Look at us. Some who only have a few weeks or even days left in their life, are still supporting you to keep living, to find happiness as, when you draw the line here, you won't be able to. You've written your ending and closed the book when your story could be different, even better, if you just keep writing. If you said that it could be worse, that's true too--but remember, even after wars and other crises, you are still here. You are proof that when hope is held out, things and people have the opportunity to stabilize.

So, I hope that you step off that ledge, put down the gun, set aside the nitrous tank, unwound that rope, throw away the damn salt down the drain, and continue living because if we chose to focus on whether our advice are useful or not; instead of whether we have tried to give the right advice, none of us will be here.

Sorry if I yap. I'm so moved by people who are fighting tooth and nail to stay alive even if all things end eventually.

 

[sohopelessandempty]

i really need get more context about to get know what you actually feel. however you definitely should not to. despite on anything happened to you. i know its hard but please dont give up!! :(

Thank you this is really sweet, I'll try my best to live :)

Don't kill yourself. I don't know you at all, yet I love you and only with you the best. It's hard, but the only way you can feel better is by living!! <33

I wish you the best too, I hope life becomes enjoyable for us!

Don't kill yourself. I don't know you at all, yet I love you and only with you the best. It's hard, but the only way you can feel better is by living!! <33

I wish you the best too, I hope life becomes enjoyable for us!

I don't really know what everyone's beef here when the topic of "being useful" is brought onto the table. I've seen so many people implying that being useful to others is like being a puppet--that you are only moving, breathing, and existing if a person controls you. And to that I thought. "what a bleak outlook".

If you stay for others and find value in that, I salute you. I think it takes a big heart to accept that living with and for others is pleasurable. Finding meaning in giving to other humans/animals, being kind to them, and letting them know that they themselves are valued by you--is a virtue.

Oftentimes, people focus more on the question of "how useful am I?" and "if I lost my usefulness, is my disposal from others' lives valid?" instead of just going with "this is how far I can push at this state in my life. If others feel that I am not enough, then that's alright. My worth is not determined by how much I can give but by how much I'm willing to give and I've given so far; I've given with much effort and sincerity, rather than to not give at all and that fucking matters."

There's so much beauty in the way that people give even in their darkest moments. Look at us. Some who only have a few weeks or even days left in their life, are still supporting you to keep living, to find happiness as, when you draw the line here, you won't be able to. You've written your ending and closed the book when your story could be different, even better, if you just keep writing. If you said that it could be worse, that's true too--but remember, even after wars and other crises, you are still here. You are proof that when hope is held out, things and people have the opportunity to stabilize.

So, I hope that you step off that ledge, put down the gun, set aside the nitrous tank, unwound that rope, throw away the damn salt down the drain, and continue living because if we chose to focus on whether our advice are useful or not; instead of whether we have tried to give the right advice, none of us will be here.

Sorry if I yap. I'm so moved by people who are fighting tooth and nail to stay alive even if all things end eventually.

It's okay I don't mind the yap, I actually appreciated that you took time out of your day just to say this to me. Every day is a fight but I'm not giving up yet.