Venting Tell me for tonight it’s going to be okay

[Webcore]

I feel cold and scared, I have nowhere to go, no one to talk to. I just want someone's assurance that I will atleast make it through tonight.

My one method is a knife to the throat and it's so tempting right now, when I know it's likely to go wrong and not actually kill me.

 

[aufrechtm7]

I know I can't help with your other problems right now, but if you need a second voice through the night I'll be awake.

 

[krsm98]

heyo ik that i cant rlly provide much help but ill reassure you that at least tonight things are going to be fine if you'd like, im here if you need someone to vent out that pain

 

[hereandthere13]

im available if u need someone to talk to for a little bit. just message me if u want n i can give u my telegram :]

 

[Forever Sleep]

Please don't do anything impulsively that could make things so much worse. Is there comforting music or a guided meditation you can put on in the background? Cuddle your pillow, get nice and warm and try to reassure yourself that you're ok at the moment.

 

[kk13]

Hey its gonna be ok if u want you can talk to me. If youre able to then lie down and listen to some music maybe it will calm you down

 

[nitrogenous]

Hey, I hope things will truly get better for you… I got the advice that making such big decisions when your mind is uncertain is probably not a great idea, and I know that sounds obvious, but when we are desperate, often times we really don't think clearly. To put it simply, whether we want to continue on living (a happy life) or ctbing is one's choice, but to impulsively try to ctb and fail is neither living a happy life or the other way… and will most likely make things worse.

Maybe take an early night tonight and rethink about things tomorrow when you're feeling more refreshed?