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szczepan455

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Aug 16, 2024
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The end comes, it is inevitable. My survival instincts have been completly broken by now thankfully.
Here is my plan :
8 pm - take 25 mg of hydroxyzine (using it as an antiemetic as i have no other option)
2 am - my last meal
4 am - another 25 mg of hydroxyzine
10 am - beginning of dry fast
11:00 am - 600 mg of ibuprofen
11:20 am - 75 mg of hydroxyzine
11:30 am - 4 pills of maalox (antacid)
11:40 am - 10 mg clonazepam
12:00 am - Drink 25 g of SN in 50 ml of water, chew some gum to mask the taste, lay on right side on the bed, have a bucket nearby.
Unfortunately I haven't had time to test the purity of the SN, but I've read here that the SN from the polish manufacturer BM is reliable so i should be safe.
Rn I'm waiting for the destruction of this pointless and nihilistic life
 
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Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
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Reading people's medicine lists only makes me feel even more inadequate and clueless btw. All I got has ben an entiemetic.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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How did u completely break your survival instincts?
 
LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
773
Reading people's medicine lists only makes me feel even more inadequate and clueless btw. All I got has ben an entiemetic.
Don't worry, the antiemetic is the only must-have to maximize your chances of CTBing. All the rest is only a matter of comfort.
 
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Catch-22

Catch-22

But in the end it doesn't even matter...😢
Aug 19, 2019
216
I'm not sure if have any experience with taking Klonopin. You're taking 10 mg 20 minutes before drinking SN. If your experienced with it then you should know your limit but if not and you take 10 mg 20 minutes before it is possible you might pass out before even being able to drink your first class of SN. Good luck!
 
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VeryShy

VeryShy

Seriously disabled due to autism and schizophrenia
Jun 21, 2024
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I hope everything goes as you wish. Good luck and I hope we will someday meet in Heaven.
 
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szczepan455

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Aug 16, 2024
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I'm not sure if have any experience with taking Klonopin. You're taking 10 mg 20 minutes before drinking SN. If your experienced with it then you should know your limit but if not and you take 10 mg 20 minutes before it is possible you might pass out before even being able to drink your first class of SN. Good luck!
i'm not really experienced it, do i take 1-2 pills instead (2 mg - 4 mg)? The faint out before drinking SN is my main worry rn as I'm using another depressant (hydroxyzine) as an antiemetic
 
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I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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i'm not really experienced it, do i take 1-2 pills instead (2 mg - 4 mg)? The faint out before drinking SN is my main worry rn as I'm using another depressant (hydroxyzine) as an antiemetic
I can't really give you advice on how many to take. The best I can say is try taking one to see how it affects you everybody is different on how they respond to benzos. Klonopin is quicker acting than some other benzos. How those two medications will interact I have no knowledge of that. Sometimes it takes a lot of planning and research to figure these things out.
 

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