Help Taking SN Alone and Detailed Goodbye Threads?

[euphemia]

Hey guys.

I have SN and only SN. I'm not going to use any dopamine blockers, antacids, or sleeping pills. I do plan on having 3 cups next to me just in case. Do you guys think I'll be alright? The plan is 20 g in 1000ml water. I'm about 116 probably.

Also can anyone send me goodbye threads where the OP talks about their experiences in detail after drinking the SN? The ones I've seen are really vague, or just say one thing like hearts beating fast. It would be helpful to read something where someone describes throwing up or seizures as it's happening or how long time has passed and lots of updates prior to going unconscious. I saw one comment somewhere where a guy was actually watching a girl before she went unconscious and she said she was suffering a lot-I found that to be really helpful. Do you guys know if anyone ended up screaming after taking it? Or do you think everyone was quiet afterwards

If anyone can link me detailed goodbye threads I would be so grateful! Threads where the OP only took SN alone would be really helpful, too. I'm planning on going tonight or tomorrow night.

I feel like after going unconscious there would still be pain...kinda like having nightmares while you're sleeping. Does anyone else feel that way?

 

[Rdc]

Here is a link to a list of members that have had successful/unsuccessful attempts.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/

And links to some individual experiences although most of them are failures describing what they experienced. One user didn't take an antiemetic and didn't throw up (4th one down) although that seems to be the exception as most throw up even when taking an antiemetic.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-do-you-feel-after-ingesting-sn.28010/page-2#post-506736

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failed-attempt.4919/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/took-sn-heres-my-story.15395/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-experience-with-sn.13654

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-attempt.2902/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sad-to-say-the-sn-didnt-work.23457/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/page-163

 

[euphemia]

Here is a link to a list of members that have had successful/unsuccessful attempts.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/members-attempting-with-sn-success-failure.22018/

And links to some individual experiences although most of them are failures describing what they experienced. One user didn't take an antiemetic and didn't throw up (4th one down) although that seems to be the exception as most throw up even when taking an antiemetic.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-do-you-feel-after-ingesting-sn.28010/page-2#post-506736

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-failed-attempt.4919/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/took-sn-heres-my-story.15395/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-experience-with-sn.13654

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-attempt.2902/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sad-to-say-the-sn-didnt-work.23457/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/page-163

Thank you! I'll look through these!
Omgosh idky that 4th guy would listen to music so loud but I feel bad that he had to go to group therapy sessions. I'm really worried about that happening too. I find it useful he gave a 2 hour time frame of which he would have died. Means I'll have to do it middle of the night not early morning

 

[Farmmaa]

Hey guys.

I have SN and only SN. I'm not going to use any dopamine blockers, antacids, or sleeping pills. I do plan on having 3 cups next to me just in case. Do you guys think I'll be alright? The plan is 20 g in 1000ml water. I'm about 116 probably.

Why on earth would you mix it in 1000 ml of water ??!!
You will not keep a litre of water down.

50 ml is plenty.

 

[euphemia]

Why on earth would you mix it in 1000 ml of water ??!!
You will not keep a litre of water down.

50 ml is plenty.

sorry I'm not good with measurements. Is 50ml what's recommenced?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

sorry I'm not good with measurements. Is 50ml what's recommenced?

Yes.

 

[Jean4]

Goodbye thread

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/can-anyone-hear-frank-sinatra.27430/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

 

[Manja]

Yes.

Someone said 100ml is better bc in 50 it's too thick

 

[Rdc]

Goodbye thread

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/can-anyone-hear-frank-sinatra.27430/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/

Did Stan go into detail about what he was experiencing after taking SN in his goodbye thread?

 

[Jean4]

Did Stan go into detail about what he was experiencing after taking SN in his goodbye thread?

He said goodbye and that he was taking it. He also said that he was going to deactivate his account which he didn't do, which is very unlike him. He would have done anything to protect the forum.

It is my guess it hit him so fast, he didn't have the time.

 

[euphemia]

He said goodbye and that he was taking it. He also said that he was going to deactivate his account which he didn't do, which is very unlike him. He would have done anything to protect the forum.

It is my guess it hit him so fast, he didn't have the time.

Is that why people deactivate? To protect the privacy of the forum?

also thanks for the post

 

[Rdc]

Here is another unsuccessful attempt. They did not take an antiemetic and did not vomit.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-painful-is-a-sodium-nitrite-overdose.206/#post-334991

 

[euphemia]

Here is another unsuccessful attempt. They did not take an antiemetic and did not vomit.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-painful-is-a-sodium-nitrite-overdose.206/#post-334991

her experience sounds really scary.....

 

[Rdc]

her experience sounds really scary.....

Yes it does but there are also others that didn't experience much pain. Of the eight SN attempts in this thread, three described pain, one listened in to a friend and said it sounded painful, and four didn't experience any considerable pain. I guess a large part of it has to do with how fast you pass out. I wish there were documented cases of observing SN suicides from a reliable source or video recordings of an Sn suicide.

 

[euphemia]

Yes it does but there are also others that didn't experience much pain. Of the eight SN attempts in this thread, three described pain, one listened in to a friend and said it sounded painful, and four didn't experience any considerable pain. I guess a large part of it has to do with how fast you pass out. I wish there were documented cases of observing SN suicides from a reliable source or video recordings of the an Sn suicide.

thanks RDC

so I got antacid, benadryl, and ibuprofen from CVS...hopefully that works

I'm honestly scared as hell
Both of the pain and of getting caught. I'm also scared of not going through with it and living another day so lol. I guess it's now or never

I last ate at 4pm... so I'm thinking of doing it 6 hours from now around midnight