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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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So yeah I got two weeks sober and since then I've not been sober so much. When I'm sober I'm most suicidal. Drink is my salve. Until it wears off of course.
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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I'm wrecked right now.. :haha:
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Almost two months sober here! Miss alcohol so much but I know I'll be more suicidal if I drink. Not ready yet.

Wish you the best, pal!
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Two months is huge man, well done. I've only ever hit that milestone once. How you feeling?
I'm feeling HEALTHY and my liver and stomach really appreciate it lol.

When I drank, I used to vomit lots. My body wanted me to stop and I finally got the message.

Also, no more suicidal hangovers!
I still have ups and downs but the hangovers were terrible. I even tried to ctb during one!
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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Good for you. I never vomit but I do have to deal with the anxiety on the flip side. But I just taper off with light beer over a day or two until I'm back to normal.
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

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Aug 18, 2020
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So yeah I got two weeks sober and since then I've not been sober so much. When I'm sober I'm most suicidal. Drink is my salve. Until it wears off of course.
If Sunday is drunk day then it's been Sunday for like 4 months!! LOL. I've been drinking and driving and drunk at the store and it's fun. Not so drunk that I will hurt anyone but drunk enough that I would get a ticket. What if I got in a wreck and hurt other people? IDK. What if less kids got fucked up by their parents and didn't end up wanting to fucking kill themselves for most of their adult life? You answer my question first Mr.Penguin!

Tenor
 
BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

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Dec 15, 2020
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I know this is a good drunk cos i've got no idea what day it actually is.
I wanna say Thursday?
 
Xdyzine

Xdyzine

Of all the things I lost, I miss my mind the most.
Nov 19, 2020
66
Every Sunday, Saturday and he'll even fridays and Thursdays ! Cheers to you all. Numb my brain more.
 
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yeahwellso

Student
Dec 5, 2020
150
I've accepted that drinking invariably makes me feel worse. Now that I'm off SSRI, it doesn't even make me feel that good during the drinking session.
 
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Darrenloses

Darrenloses

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Nov 27, 2018
105
I haven't drank alcohol in over a year. when I'm on it I'm a bigger abusive pos than I already am
 

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