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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

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Jul 18, 2022
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Tonight I plan to tie something around my neck to strangle myself and then jump in a river. I kind of want to slit my wrists before jumping to make sure I die. This should be enough to kill me if the tie doesn't go undone.
 
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billie

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I hope you find the peace you are looking for
 
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Nov 9, 2023
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Sounds painful and uncomfortable, but i hope it works out the best for you, i wish you peace <3
 
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I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck.
 
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LunarLight

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Apr 3, 2024
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Slitting your wrists won't work. It has a 6% success rate and you have to know exactly what you're doing.
Godspeed. Keep us updated.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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It sounds too painful and uncomfortable, rethink your method choice if you can. Anyways I wish you luck and I hope you find your peace.
 
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Mar 15, 2024
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Tonight I plan to tie something around my neck to strangle myself and then jump in a river. I kind of want to slit my wrists before jumping to make sure I die. This should be enough to kill me if the tie doesn't go undone.
It sounds very extremely. But I wish you find a peace in the end❤️
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

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Jul 18, 2022
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Slitting your wrists won't work. It has a 6% success rate and you have to know exactly what you're doing.
Godspeed. Keep us updated.
I wanted to do that just in case the knot somehow comes undone and i'm also washed up on ground cause of the tide. But im sure neither of those will happen
 
LunarLight

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i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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I wanted to do that just in case the knot somehow comes undone and i'm also washed up on ground cause of the tide. But im sure neither of those will happen
You'd have a better chance to CTB if you took benzos or sleeping pills prior to throwing yourself into water imho.
 
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waterrrrrrrrrbottel

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Jul 18, 2022
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You'd have a better chance to CTB if you took benzos or sleeping pills prior to throwing yourself into water imho.
I'll probably steal some from Target before my attempt. If that doesn't work, hey, I'll die soon either way even if it isn't tonight🤷
 
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Apr 9, 2024
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I wanted to do that just in case the knot somehow comes undone and i'm also washed up on ground cause of the tide. But im sure neither of those will happen
Is the river near the ocean? I'm just confused while you're worried about the tide... I wish you had a better way to go. Good luck, I'll be there too.
 
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I wonder how many times I've done this same song and dance...
 
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