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Steamm

Arcanist
Feb 28, 2020
446
I think I'm finally getting close to do it. A dream come true.
 
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Zyntkalla

Zyntkalla

Welcome to hell on Earth
Aug 28, 2020
121
I'm in the same boat as you but I am going to wait it I am 28 year old,and also I still have some stuff to do on my part over here.
 
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L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can stop the evil
Sep 18, 2020
465
me too
 
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SelfLiberation

SelfLiberation

Thinking about ctb ever since I can remember
Oct 8, 2020
38
What method are you planning?
 
albino_elk

albino_elk

im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
Aug 25, 2020
233
Same same. We all have that shit in our heads :c
 
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Lux

Lux

Member
Sep 17, 2020
61
Same. I've gotten kind of used to it tho.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
CTB is on my mind 24/7 too but I don't have the guts and freedom to do it again. (yeah, I tried it once, failed, and now I'm in a prison-like place; my parents house)
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
I get in my head too, but man my survival instinct specialty is procrastination.
 
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pennylanefinaltake

Member
Aug 7, 2020
28
I told my therapist that I think about it every day. Every day I have a mental image of it.
 
LonelyNick

LonelyNick

They/Them, He/Him
Jul 15, 2020
262
As I say it's the 2020 vibe for me. It's been heel since January non stop. I'm disappointed to wake up in the morning...
 
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Stom

Member
May 27, 2020
15
A few years ago I only had these thoughts at night, I could bear with them but now I also can't prevent myself from thinking about suicide at work, home, everywhere. I need to get it done before the end of the year hopefully..
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
It's always on my mind too. It's like how you think about work or school every day because they're just constants in your life. Being suicidal is a constant in my life now.
 
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ronigail9

Student
Oct 5, 2019
156
CTB is on my mind 24/7 too but I don't have the guts and freedom to do it again. (yeah, I tried it once, failed, and now I'm in a prison-like place; my parents house)
Me too stuck at my parents after an attempt. the worst place for my mental health
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
If you live in the United States, please vote first!! Lol

Seriously, I do wonder how many people are putting off their ctb until after the election? I know I am!!
 
AJ95

AJ95

24/7 sylvia plath
Sep 3, 2020
478
Me too :heart:

That feeling when it finally sinks in and the peace that comes with it is so nice
 
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NoIdeaAtAll

Member
Oct 13, 2020
19
same feeling for me, everyday wake up I tell myself why didn't I die yesterday, if I had I wouldn't have suffered today.... it encourage me everyday to plan for my last day...
 
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anant99

Member
Oct 18, 2020
8
hello, I am also suicidal. I was wondering if I could get some help on how to poison myself. I know SN is popular here but any more information will be greatly appreciated. I'm 21. I live with my parents. I may go back to school in the spring. However, dying before this year ends would be great.
 

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