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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
Sit in a car and say you are depressed, 5 minutes later you will end up as swiss cheese.

Police will claim they were terrified of you.
I'm very poor and just entered adulthood, I cant afford a car at the moment sadly or a drivers license
I don't think it's a good idea at all, But..... I can't lie, it has come across my mind sometime ago. Too many factors that could go wrong Imo, creating more of a Nightmare for the cop / bystanders.
Yeah I'm unsure, I don't want to traumatize anyone
 
Crono

Crono

Silence
Jun 1, 2023
311
This is a horrible idea, you will probably get medical treatment quickly after being shot, high chance of surviving with injuries.

Morally not a problem, this anti-choice society prohibits euthanasia and makes suicide difficult, because of this we have the right to take any measure necessary for the ctb, even if it traumatizes people.
 
The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,071
Dress up as Osama bin Laden and buy a replica khalashnikov.
Then run down the street screaming Allahu ahkbar.
I'm quite sure they will be happy to fill your ass with bullets.
But seriously, I'm sorry you are feeling like this.
 
nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
This is a horrible idea, you will probably get medical treatment quickly after being shot, high chance of surviving with injuries.

Morally not a problem, this anti-choice society prohibits euthanasia and makes suicide difficult, because of this we have the right to take any measure necessary for the ctb, even if it traumatizes people.
Honestly, if I survive that's not a problem to me because I can just try another method after that. I just really don't want to traumatize anyone, so I'll probably not go through with this method
 
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jj#blm

Member
Jun 16, 2023
17
Depends on how you do it. If you pull a gun (or fake gun) on a cop it should work fine. Most pigs are already violent so they'll likely empty their mag on you. Helps if you're black.

Last year an Arab guy walked into a police station with a gun and the cop at the front desk shot him 17 times.

 
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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
Depends on how you do it. If you pull a gun (or fake gun) on a cop it should work fine. Most pigs are already violent so they'll likely empty their mag on you. Helps if you're black.

Last year an Arab guy walked into a police station with a gun and the cop at the front desk shot him 17 times.

I'm not black but I'm a mestizo, half native american half european descent. How would I even find a fake gun? I don't know if a fake gun would work here in sweden cause it's extremely hard to even get a gun license here but who knows
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,758
I expect there are some bad cops out there but I'm sure they're not all like it. You just really don't know who you'd get on the day. How trigger happy they are. What kind of aim they might have- they may just try to incapacitate you. Besides that though- they're people too. It's got to be traumatizing to be put in a position where you have to kill someone. I've just never really got why people feel comfortable thinking about this method. (Sorry.)
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
5,736
Contrary to many news reports over the years, SBC isn't guaranteed of a success. Many police departments, at least in the US, train their officers to used non-lethal shooting tactics, even if you come busting out of a door with an AR-15 rifle pointed in their direction. Many departments, also, have changed ammo to something "less deadly", if you will. Of course you could get lucky and find the right department that will just obliterate you in the blink of an eye.
 
Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
I'm not black but I'm a mestizo, half native american half european descent. How would I even find a fake gun? I don't know if a fake gun would work here in sweden cause it's extremely hard to even get a gun license here but who knows

First, I don't endorse this method though I have thought of it briefly in the past. All in all, it's the chaos of that kind of scene, and the attention it would cause, bystanders, potential for someone else being injured or killed etc., that makes this method a no go for me.

That said - if one were to go by this method, an actual weapon isn't necessary. One could be holding a sandwich wrapped in tinfoil and raise it up only to be sprayed with bullets (thinking of a particular scene in the movie 'Casino'). You're in Sweden though - I imagine the police there aren't looking to unload on civilians for the fun of it.

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Police Firearm Use by Country

I was talking about the police the other day with my partner, regarding a woman who was killed by the police recently (US) - they shot her after she threw a candlestick at them.

A fucking candlestick.

Smh.

Police are armed with military grade pepper spray to control crowds, they have taser guns, sticks for beating, and guns. Most of the time, they go for the gun first.

Anyhow, partner and I were once again agreeing, the police are the absolute worst people to call in a mental health crisis, if the person in crisis wants to live.

I don't know if I'd call the police for anything.

In 2015, 2 friends tricked me into getting in the car with them to talk, feigning concern for my mental health which was definitely spiraling downwards however I was no "danger" to anyone other than myself. They took me to a general hospital, not a psych hospital (as if those are much better) AND called the police.

When we got there, I bolted from the car and started running. So-called friends were screaming, it was a scene. 3 officers who probably wanted to unload their clips on me instead tackled me, dragged me inside the hospital, and talk about a pig pile - they smashed me on the floor and one officer stuck one of his thumbs in my mouth. It was disgusting, degrading…if they don't kill you, they'll make you wish they did.

There's got to be another way for you, and I hope you find it. Wishing you peace.
 
delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
The likelihood they will shoot to kill is not high at all. It would have to be for them a last resort to shoot to kill depending on the situation
 
dctb

dctb

can i offer u a nice egg in this trying time?
Jun 7, 2023
14
Morally not a problem, this anti-choice society prohibits euthanasia and makes suicide difficult, because of this we have the right to take any measure necessary for the ctb, even if it traumatizes people.
ooh, never thought of it like that, but i agree: if they don't want to be traumatized by finding us hanging, blue, bloody, [any other way] or watching it happen (variety of jumping and other) then just let us go legally and peacefully

stop acting like we ourselves are the biggest/only problem, we never asked to be in this place ;)
 
Worndown

Worndown

Visionary
Mar 21, 2019
2,493
Contrary to many news reports over the years, SBC isn't guaranteed of a success. Many police departments, at least in the US, train their officers to used non-lethal shooting tactics, even if you come busting out of a door with an AR-15 rifle pointed in their direction. Many departments, also, have changed ammo to something "less deadly", if you will. Of course you could get lucky and find the right department that will just obliterate you in the blink of an eye.
The beanbag shotgun round will put you down hard. You get the experience of having someone discharge s shotgun at you plus whatever criminal charges they toss your way. Add to that the pain/cracked ribs, and you will wish you chose something else.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
5,736
The beanbag shotgun round will put you down hard. You get the experience of having someone discharge s shotgun at you plus whatever criminal charges they toss your way. Add to that the pain/cracked ribs, and you will wish you chose something else.
Yes, suicide by cop is a crap-shoot, really. Although one might get lucky, you never know. I feel it's much safer to put my own welfare in my own hands rather than relying on someone else.
 
nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
I expect there are some bad cops out there but I'm sure they're not all like it. You just really don't know who you'd get on the day. How trigger happy they are. What kind of aim they might have- they may just try to incapacitate you. Besides that though- they're people too. It's got to be traumatizing to be put in a position where you have to kill someone. I've just never really got why people feel comfortable thinking about this method. (Sorry.)
People think about this method because they're at their lowest point, to mention "I just never got why people feel comfortable thinking about this method" is kinda insensitive to say when someone is considering ending it don't you think? Saying sorry after saying that is not going to make the reader feel better, sorry but you should keep your inner opinions out of situations like this! :)
First, I don't endorse this method though I have thought of it briefly in the past. All in all, it's the chaos of that kind of scene, and the attention it would cause, bystanders, potential for someone else being injured or killed etc., that makes this method a no go for me.

That said - if one were to go by this method, an actual weapon isn't necessary. One could be holding a sandwich wrapped in tinfoil and raise it up only to be sprayed with bullets (thinking of a particular scene in the movie 'Casino'). You're in Sweden though - I imagine the police there aren't looking to unload on civilians for the fun of it.

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Police Firearm Use by Country

I was talking about the police the other day with my partner, regarding a woman who was killed by the police recently (US) - they shot her after she threw a candlestick at them.

A fucking candlestick.

Smh.

Police are armed with military grade pepper spray to control crowds, they have taser guns, sticks for beating, and guns. Most of the time, they go for the gun first.

Anyhow, partner and I were once again agreeing, the police are the absolute worst people to call in a mental health crisis, if the person in crisis wants to live.

I don't know if I'd call the police for anything.

In 2015, 2 friends tricked me into getting in the car with them to talk, feigning concern for my mental health which was definitely spiraling downwards however I was no "danger" to anyone other than myself. They took me to a general hospital, not a psych hospital (as if those are much better) AND called the police.

When we got there, I bolted from the car and started running. So-called friends were screaming, it was a scene. 3 officers who probably wanted to unload their clips on me instead tackled me, dragged me inside the hospital, and talk about a pig pile - they smashed me on the floor and one officer stuck one of his thumbs in my mouth. It was disgusting, degrading…if they don't kill you, they'll make you wish they did.

There's got to be another way for you, and I hope you find it. Wishing you peace.
Yeah I was thinking that, though sweden bans literally everything and anything so my only other solutions would be, train, jumping, hanging or cutting myself. I did try to hang myself recently but it didn't go so well and honestly it was a really scary experience I don't want to try that again
No. Do not traumatize others.
I'd traumatize others eitherway no matter what method I'd use, my only quick options are public. To die fast in a country who bans everything, I'd have to either do it by jumping or by jumping infront of a train, I don't want to hang or cut myself either because I don't want to die slowly. I'm not going through with it I'm just seeing my options which is why I asked in the first place
 
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SVEN

Enlightened
Apr 3, 2023
1,229
I'm in the UK, where the Police in general aren't routinely armed, however even if an armed response vehicle were to attend here unless they have good reason to believe you do have a firearm and intend to use it they'll usually initiate with Tasers or dogs initially. In which case all you'd get here would be a court appearance with every chance of a committal order.
Maybe Swedish cops are more gung ho, I wouldn't know, sorry.
 
dctb

dctb

can i offer u a nice egg in this trying time?
Jun 7, 2023
14
I did try to hang myself recently but it didn't go so well and honestly it was a really scary experience I don't want to try that again
hanging is so scary, those who choose this way are truly brave, after finding this forum i would only try it again if i was truly desperate

I'd have to either do it by jumping or by jumping infront of a train, I don't want to hang or cut myself either because I don't want to die slowly.
please don't ever try to jump in front of a train, in the past i've read tragic stories of people not dying fast but rather being dragged and mangled to death, a nightmare for anyone involved, i wouldn't wish this kind of death upon my worst enemy, imo one of the farthest from peaceful
 
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nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
I'm in the UK, where the Police in general aren't routinely armed, however even if an armed response vehicle were to attend here unless they have good reason to believe you do have a firearm and intend to use it they'll usually initiate with Tasers or dogs initially. In which case all you'd get here would be a court appearance with every chance of a committal order.
Maybe Swedish cops are more gung ho, I wouldn't know, sorry.
Swedish police are kinda the same, I dont think I would do it anyway cause I dont want someone to live with the guilt
hanging is so scary, those who choose this way are truly brave, after finding this forum i would only try it again if i was truly desperate


please don't ever try to jump in front of a train, in the past i've read tragic stories of people not dying fast but rather being dragged and mangled to death, a nightmare for anyone involved, i wouldn't wish this kind of death upon my worst enemy, imo one of the farthest from peaceful
Yeah hanging is terrifying, you feel the pressure and the way you cant breathe is just so scary. I'll never do that again, and yeah I've heard that too but I'm pretty sure it depends on the speed of the train. I'm pretty sure sweden has really fast trains in certain cities, so I think I'd die from the impact if I jumped infront of one of those
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
7,758
People think about this method because they're at their lowest point, to mention "I just never got why people feel comfortable thinking about this method" is kinda insensitive to say when someone is considering ending it don't you think? Saying sorry after saying that is not going to make the reader feel better, sorry but you should keep your inner opinions out of situations like this! :)

Yeah I was thinking that, though sweden bans literally everything and anything so my only other solutions would be, train, jumping, hanging or cutting myself. I did try to hang myself recently but it didn't go so well and honestly it was a really scary experience I don't want to try that again

I'd traumatize others eitherway no matter what method I'd use, my only quick options are public. To die fast in a country who bans everything, I'd have to either do it by jumping or by jumping infront of a train, I don't want to hang or cut myself either because I don't want to die slowly. I'm not going through with it I'm just seeing my options which is why I asked in the first place

Yes- fair point. It's terrible that people feel forced into methods like this. You're right- it was insensitive to say and saying 'sorry' can't take it back now. I do feel terrible for the Op's situation to have brought them to this point. I wish we all had a way out of this that could minimize the effects on those left behind.
 
nawee

nawee

nawee
Mar 19, 2023
44
Yes- fair point. It's terrible that people feel forced into methods like this. You're right- it was insensitive to say and saying 'sorry' can't take it back now. I do feel terrible for the Op's situation to have brought them to this point. I wish we all had a way out of this that could minimize the effects on those left behind.
It's fine, I'm just happy you realized it was insensitive
 
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Konnsz

Konnsz

At the very end, you can only trust yourself.
Jan 2, 2023
77
Is suicide by cop a good idea? I'm scared to do it myself because of my survival instincts
Lots of things could go wrong, the cop could focus on shooting non-vital parts and even if he shoots an important part, paramedics/ambulance are fast to reach a place.

even if you trick them into thinking you are dangerous.
 
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DefinitelyReady

DefinitelyReady

Desperate to go--
Mar 14, 2024
311
Also if you survive that's assault on an officer, and guaranteed jail time. Long sentence. Then you'd be more miserable than you are now. Plus it's traumatizing the cop, and just leads to a bad domino effect to other people that stemmed from your attempt. Also there's no guarantee. Not worth it.
 
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