Hi,
I am considering the following method in case I can no longer bear my pain symptoms:
Taking MCP (say 10mg for a day every 8h), Crushing 172,5mg of Zopiclone tablets and 15mg of Clonazepam extended release tablets, preparing 20g of Chloroquine diphospate (raw powder for research purposes) and going with a bottle of water, the crushed zopiclone and clonazepam in falcon tubes and 20g of Chloroquine in another falcon tube into a nearby forrest (about 2km away from my home) at night. Before leaving taking a final 30mg of MCP and then heading into the forrest where I would first take off jacket and sweater, drink the Chloroqiuine powder (it is completely water soluble as only active ingredient) completely, drink the powder/suspension of the crushed sleeping pills and then take off pants such that one only wears shoes, pants, and T-Shirt.
I consider this choice as I would not be at home and since I am not taking any electronic devices as phone or such with me it would be hard to find me quickly (also I would not leave a not or behave different on the day or the days before), secondly because I am quite a bit away from home I would not be able to call for help, i.e. once I have made the decision it is almost impossible to revert the choice. Also ideally, one would freeze to death while being asleep due to the moderate overdose of both Clonazepam and Zopiclone in case that the Chloroquine does not work or would work too slow. As background, we have currently winter and temperatures outside are below 0 degrees Celsius at night. This might even increase further in the following weeks.
The only thing that would scare me is getting found at night in the forest. Then again, if one does not use any light sources or bright clothing and is not on the typical "roads" in the forest, it is very unlikely to happen I believe.
I also thought about maybe putting the 20g of Chloroquine in 0.5g pills that then are put into stomach resistant pills such that they would only start releasing in the intestines, but I am worried that the diPhosphate might prevent complete dissolution of the pills or something of the sort...
Any comments or suggestions on this matter?
I am considering the following method in case I can no longer bear my pain symptoms:
Taking MCP (say 10mg for a day every 8h), Crushing 172,5mg of Zopiclone tablets and 15mg of Clonazepam extended release tablets, preparing 20g of Chloroquine diphospate (raw powder for research purposes) and going with a bottle of water, the crushed zopiclone and clonazepam in falcon tubes and 20g of Chloroquine in another falcon tube into a nearby forrest (about 2km away from my home) at night. Before leaving taking a final 30mg of MCP and then heading into the forrest where I would first take off jacket and sweater, drink the Chloroqiuine powder (it is completely water soluble as only active ingredient) completely, drink the powder/suspension of the crushed sleeping pills and then take off pants such that one only wears shoes, pants, and T-Shirt.
I consider this choice as I would not be at home and since I am not taking any electronic devices as phone or such with me it would be hard to find me quickly (also I would not leave a not or behave different on the day or the days before), secondly because I am quite a bit away from home I would not be able to call for help, i.e. once I have made the decision it is almost impossible to revert the choice. Also ideally, one would freeze to death while being asleep due to the moderate overdose of both Clonazepam and Zopiclone in case that the Chloroquine does not work or would work too slow. As background, we have currently winter and temperatures outside are below 0 degrees Celsius at night. This might even increase further in the following weeks.
The only thing that would scare me is getting found at night in the forest. Then again, if one does not use any light sources or bright clothing and is not on the typical "roads" in the forest, it is very unlikely to happen I believe.
I also thought about maybe putting the 20g of Chloroquine in 0.5g pills that then are put into stomach resistant pills such that they would only start releasing in the intestines, but I am worried that the diPhosphate might prevent complete dissolution of the pills or something of the sort...
Any comments or suggestions on this matter?
