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Fish_astronaut

Fish_astronaut

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Apr 4, 2019
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As the title suggestions, looking for legit suicidal music.

These are always my favorite threads, so figured I'd start one of my own to get some recommendations!

Here are my favs:



 
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stay_gold

stay_gold

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Dec 13, 2025
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You might like this album! :D


And here's this song if you want a different sound :p
 
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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
69
These songs aren't in English, but they're very good too. It's an album that addresses several issues that led the song's character to commit suicide. He tells the story in the form of a posthumous letter; it's quite interesting. You might enjoy taking a look






I sent the songs in order (I think. I'm kind of dumb and I might have gotten them mixed up). You can look up the lyrics translation somewhere, I think it's worth it. The artist addresses various issues, including self-harm, suicide, domestic violence, bullying, drug addiction, trauma, etc.
 
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takuyangel

takuyangel

[ communist daughter ]
Feb 19, 2025
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I think it's hard to find genuine "suicidal music". With music I have a stronger desire to relate to the artist, instead of just the actual music itself. It's easy to artificially force suicidal subject matter into a song for edginess brownie points or shock value. That's why Elliott Smith's music has such a strong place in my heart. I hope he's resting well.



(my personal favorite song of his)
 
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SummerTrip

SummerTrip

aiygiwgwyaiydiwdwy
Feb 23, 2026
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Not_A_Seagull

Not_A_Seagull

Student
Jul 6, 2022
146
As the title suggestions, looking for legit suicidal music.

These are always my favorite threads, so figured I'd start one of my own to get some recommendations!

Here are my favs:









 
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peewee

Specialist
Oct 16, 2025
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i've been listenign to that 'I walk this world all by myself' one, kind of everywhere but hits. also nick drake, he ctb at 27 and had multiple attempts
 
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Gomomon

Gomomon

The Mentally Loud Overthinker
Feb 24, 2026
46
As the title suggestions, looking for legit suicidal music.

These are always my favorite threads, so figured I'd start one of my own to get some recommendations!

Here are my favs:




This one by the Strokes isnt inheritley suicidal but I take it that way, its about being useless & have nothing to offer the world.
 
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_wishforwings

_wishforwings

Forever is such an unpleasant word.
Feb 4, 2026
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Might be a little cheesy sometimes lyrically but their music means a lot to me and their vocalist passed in a way many people think was a suicide (but wasn't really ever confirmed) I really like them and prolly kind of similar to draconian since they're both doom metal/gothic esque but I'm not the best with subgenres lol.

Also
 
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em4250

em4250

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Jan 24, 2026
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I think this fits
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
369
was bored and even made a spotify playlist. note: there are lot of songs which are not literally about suicide, but have suicideish vibe. at least i see them that way. and there are a lot of songs in russian. because thats my native language
 
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pax420

pax420

I'm so goddamn problematic
Jan 19, 2026
134
Cemetary gates- pantera. Bullet-hollywood undead. Beyond the realms of death-judas priest. Fade to black- Metallica. Hey man nice shot-filter. The final cut-pink Floyd. Ballad of hollis brown-bob Dylan. Jumper-third eye blind. Pitiful-sick puppies. Today-smashing pumpkins.
 
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Topaz111

Topaz111

I can feel this body in revolt
Mar 9, 2026
191
was bored and even made a spotify playlist. note: there are lot of songs which are not literally about suicide, but have suicideish vibe. at least i see them that way. and there are a lot of songs in russian. because thats my native language

If you know Polish, you might like "Z pamiętnika młodej zielarki" by Happysad
It's about the aftermath of a failed attempt
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
369
If you know Polish, you might like "Z pamiętnika młodej zielarki" by Happysad
It's about the aftermath of a failed attempt
thanks! pretty depressing, i like it ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
 
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nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
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Jamesbond

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May 27, 2020
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The last song i wrote and sang perhaps 11 years ago now, about the feelings of emptiness and knubness i experience and how the people surrounding me at the time reacted.
Another more morbid song I wrote about loss and giving up
 
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passedawayinapril

passedawayinapril

Burial
Nov 25, 2024
271
thai body dump - spider web (live) is such a beautiful song if you ask me.
 
Chito and Yuuri

Chito and Yuuri

My DMs are always open if you want to message me!
Apr 9, 2026
67


Radiohead -No Surprises is honestly a song that feels kinda hopeless and suicidal to me. Of course, it's not suicidal at all, but the vibe that it gives off just feels very suicidal in a sense, you get what I'm saying?
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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the song is probally isnt but the video click defentialy is
 
anopenwound

anopenwound

I̸'̷m̵ ̸g̶o̷i̶n̵g̷ ̶h̵o̶m̶e̶.̵
Jul 27, 2024
180
Anything by Bull of Heaven shall do. I'm especially fond of this one.

 
Echo

Echo

Hell is empty and all the devils are here
Dec 1, 2022
555

The last song i wrote and sang perhaps 11 years ago now, about the feelings of emptiness and knubness i experience and how the people surrounding me at the time reacted.
Another more morbid song I wrote about loss and giving up

I really liked your song 'enough'
 
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Sardenain

Sardenain

Just Existing
Mar 24, 2026
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Sia - Breathe Me
Can have quite suicidal interpretation.



Trees of Eternity - Gallows Bird
How many metaphors for death can cancer-stricken singer fit into one song? Works better as a conclusion of this album but also works as it is.
 
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